Time stopped, I stopped breathing when I took a closer look at my father. He was tied to a chair, blood all over him. What happened to him? His face was busted up so bad that I cringed when I looked at him. Thinking about the pain that he had endured to look like that, my chest tightened seeing him like that. No matter what his done to me I would never wish him pain or death.
"Father please, please wake up." Tears running down my face and I felt pain all over my chest.
"Father please don't leave me." I beged him to wake up but nothing and I don't want to believe that his dead cause he can't die right now and not like this. I cried and screamed for him to wake up but nothing.
"You really pathetic you know that." Leonardo's voice boomed from nowhere.
"What did you do to him?" I asked lowly as a sob come out my throat.
"Here I think that you would be happy that this piece of shit is like this right now but you crying for him to wake up? Tell me where's the logic in that."
I know that most of you think that his right and what I'm doing is just senseless but you have to understand that this is my father. He wasn't always a monster and when we lost HER we both changed but I still believe that deep down that he is still the same man that loved me, cared for me and my happiness and I do believe that that same person would resurface one day and would be my father. Even though I hate him most of the time but deep down I love him with all of my heart cause his my father. His voice broke my train of thought.
"Do you even know how you ended up with me owning you babygirl, it cause this dickhead, you call a father sold you to me for a 6 months supply of drugs and free sex."
"My...f-father...wo-would...n-never do that." I said stutter slowly, unsure of my words.
"Ha ha ha..." He laughed in my face, he laughed so hard that his eyes started to water and his face turned red.
"You stupid you know that, he doesn't give a fuck about you and his been doing drugs ever since his wife died. He just ran out of things to sell and money.
So I suggested that he trade me you and this piece of shit did it in a heart beat without even thinking about where you'd going."
All this information made my head spine and my heart hurt. This couldn't be true but it makes sense. I had lost my father when SHE died but I didn't wanna believe it. I fell on my knees and sobbed hard. Please someone tell me that this is just a joke or dream.
"Do you know why I suggested that he give me you?" His voice was laced with annoyance. I shook my head.
"Answer me when I talk to you Babygirl!" He yelled making me flinch.
"No daddy" I whispered, trembling with fear.
"Well Babygirl it's cause your mine and were mine the moment I laid my eyes on you. I've seen how this bustard has been treating you and when I saw you I sword that I would kill him for inflicting such pain on you."
"Please daddy, I'm begging you please don't kill him." I sobbed while crawling towards him.
"Daddy I will do anything, please don't kill him." I begged on my knees.
"Silly silly girl, this is part of your punishment." His voice filled with humor. I was frozen at his words, he wants me kill my father.
"Now now Babygirl I'm not that cruel, you won't kill him nor would I kill him in your presence. But know that he will die, the reason why you are here is for you to see him for the last time." That made me cry even more.
Realization settled in, I am alone in this world and my father is going to die today. I want to say that it's all my fault but how really is it my fault. The blame has to be on someone right? Leonardo is going to kill my father because of the way his been treating me. SHE is going to be and probably is mad at me cause his gonna die because of me, so really I blame myself for my faith. Everything that's happening to me I deserve it and there's no one to blame but me. I'm a horrible person and damn my existence give me shivers.
"Babygirl I want you to do something for me." His voice breaks me from my thoughts and I look up at him.
"Do not blame yourself for anything is happening, it's not your fault and I'm doing it because no one will hurt what's mine understand." His voice is very demanding and possessive, I just look at him not responding.
"Do you understand?!" He shouted.
"Yes daddy." I whisper, as a fresh set of tears fall down my face.
****
My head hurts, my eyes burn from all the crying and overall I'm exhausted from what happened a few hours ago. My heart hurts knowing that Leonardo is going to kill my father and that I'm alone in this world with no one to turn to. My tears continue to fall and hadn't stopped since I saw my father.
After what happened Leonardo took back to his room and told me to shower and get some rest. I did as told and wore his comfie clothes, which are his Greg sweat pants and his black shirt. Now I'm in bed thinking of the events that would haunt me for life. I'm afraid to close my eyes cause I know I will see my father all bloody and beaten up.
The door opens and Leonardo steps in the room and heads straight to the bathroom and seconds later I here the shower running.
After 15 minutes the shower turns off and the door opens, Leonardo reviles himself in nothing but a towel but I don't have the energy to oggle him, I just turn away from him. About 10 minutes later I feel the bed dip on his side and I tense up. My tears haven't stopped falling, my heart speeds up cause he pulls me closer him, my back is against his front.
"Have you eaten yet." He breaks the silence.
"No"
"Would you like something to eat now or later?"
"Later" I say, I don't even have the energy to speak but I know that should I not respond, he'll shout at me and I don't have the energy for that.
"Babygirl look at me." He demands, I think he notice d my lack of response.
I slowly turn to look at him.
"He will not hurt you again okay." And thats when I sobbed and cried even harder.
"Look I sorry you had to see me like that and what you saw but I do not tolerate disobedience." He said gently as he wiped my tears.
"Tell me the reason for your disobedience?" His voice full of concern, you would've sworn that this wasn't the man that filpped out on me in the morning.
"I...I can't we-wear things re-reveal my my body because of the the scars and bruises." I hung my head in shame.
" I'm sorry for what you had to go through but never ever..." He made me look at him " be ashamed of who you are and your body. Look at it this way your still alive and are a very strong person today because of those scars your not dead and you're alive and safe." His words are uplifting but I don't feel strong at all.
"Always be proud of who you are and how far you've come." He said kissing my forehead.
"Now sleep love ." And with that I was out like light.
*****
Hey guys, I now I now.
I now you guys are probably angry or whatever but I for give me guys.
The lockdown did wonders on me (note sarcasm)😑😑. Yea I did post this chapter weeks back only to find that it disappeared and I had to rewrite the whole thing plus my data plan is really bad. Like I'm broke as a joke because I can't go to school or get a job because of this coronaviruse which sucks.
But will try to update as soon as I can, lots of love 💖💖 I wish everone well on this pandemic.
Londyluv❤
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