Broken Angel

Chapter 3

"I just sold you" that rang in my head like I was in depths of falling in a bottomless hole. Expecting him to tell me that he was joking or this is just a big prank, you know.

Cause no matter what this man does to me, weather it was physical or emotional his still my father.

No child would like to just be dumped by they parents, I mean it's much easier to deal with a monster you know than a one you don't know. Yes growing up under his cruel and heartless hand and care but that doesn't mean it's right for him to sell me. No matter what I think about him, should it be the cruelness thought in the world, deep down within me I still love him.

His my 'safe heaven' yet many people don't understand but it's because his the only family I have and the closest to me. So it's ok if many people don't understand, I don't expect them to anyway.

"Are you ok babygirl ?" A voice next to me pulled me out of my thoughts and back to reality. I turned and to look at who the voice belonged to, he wasn't there when I sat, so probably he sat when I spaced out.

He was the most handsomest man I'd ever seen in my life. He was wearing a suit like the rest of the men here, it was black, white bottom up shirt and black dress shoes. But something about him that made him different from the rest of the men.

I don't know what it is about him but I just couldn't pin point it. Maybe his face, he wasn't emotionaless like the rest of them. But still thou his voice was cold as ice yet his facial expression showed worry and conern. How did he even do that? I was so curious that I spaced out again.

"Amber, Amber. Stop doing that, it's so rude." I knew from there that my father was angry. So I just looked at my hands letting my hair fall hiding my face.

Wait wait, hold on a minute, what is going on here. I couldn't register in my head what was actually going on, my father just sold me to bunch of scary people. For what really? I couldn't understand, how someone could do that to another person, especially to your child.

He did want me dead after all, so this is one way of getting rid of me. Than my anger started to build. His my father he can't do that to me. His my family and my rock. How will I survive without his constant yelling and beatings.

Than I felt a thumb against my cheek, I didn't even realise that I was crying. Now I'm stuck, I don't know what to do exactly. Have you ever felt lost, so lost that you don't even understand how you got to this point of not knowing what to do.

I don't know what I did wrong, if this is punishment for what I did to my mother than I don't understand because begin under the hand of my abusive father wasn't enough than can someone please start explaining to me whats going on.

Am I afraid of death, consider that these men might kill me? No, but you know what I'm afraid of, of dying an unreasonable death and dying weak, pathetic and just simply worthless.

When I looked at the man's eyes, there were forist green but this green was the most intense green I've ever seen. There were the most darkest shade of green a person could ever have and there were so emitionless that not even the slightest flicker of emotions was displayed.

I quickly got lost  in his eyes that I didn't even realise that he was talking to me, until he shook my shoulder  gently. "Princess, let's get going, we have a long ride ahead of us." His voice was cold, it sent shivers down my spine. Than something clicked in my head, "Wait, what about school?" My voice came out as a whisper, I didn't even have the energy to speak probably.

"Oh you don't have to worry about that princess." And there I lost all hope and I just wanted to die right now, like what am I to do now cause school was the only thing that was keeping me sane from my life. Now I won't change my life one day and be something that my father will proud of one day.

At this point I couldn't even look at him or the amazing eyed man next to me cause, I didn't have energy to do it, considering the beating I had last night and I didn't have it in me. I was angry at my father and disgusted by the man next to me.

"Babygirl, let's get going shell we?" I just looked at him, I couldn't respond. So he gave me the 'don't dare to push my buttons' look, but he thinks I'm afraid of him than his got another thing coming cause right now I just feel empty.

And every time I feel this way I just feel numb, weak and pathetic. I'm not afriad of anything other than feeling like dying.

I just feel like I'm falling in a bottomless pite, like getting sucked in this black hole and there's no escape.

The amazing eyed man looked at me angrily and decided to drag me out the house and in to his black USV and I on the other hand didn't even try to move nor did I fight him. He threw me in the back seat of his car and he got in besides me.

The car started moving and I didn't even realise that I had tears running down my face. I didn't bother wiping them cause it would be useless, they'll just keep falling.

You must think I'm weak and deserve what is happening to me because I'm not fighting  but your wrong, so wrong no one deserves this life not even your worst enemy.

What  I need right now is some space to think and just to be alone. Imagine how I survived when I lived with my father cause I had sometime to think and right now I need it. I feel like I'm suffocating and there's very limited oxygen around me.

I didn't realise that car stopped until that guy was pulling me out the car, could've opened my side of the door you know.