I fell in love with a fuck boy

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Parang ang bilis ng panahon, dati natatakot pa akong pumasok nung 1st day ko sa high school kasi ibang iba siya sa elementary pero ngayon parang gusto ko ng forever high school para laging masaya, no stress and parang teenager lang forever.

Yung tipong palagi lang nakarelax ka at pag tinatamad, okay lang kasi babawi nalang sa next grading? It's always been good being a high school student, pero you have to make the most of it and face the grudges of life. Cause if you don't? You'll end up regretting because you always wanted to relax. Sometimes, you should learn to sacrifice and take risks. But still, even if I'm already thinking about that, I wanted to stay in high school forever.

Pero honestly, I've never imagine my life having a work, nagiipon para sa bahay at gagawa ng sariling pamilya. I always wanted to relax and enjoy, nagaaral din naman ako ng mabuti hindi lang talaga gaya nung mga nerds sa school na palaging libro ang dala at may minimaintain na grades. My mom and dad didn't pressure me to do so kaya pachillax lang ako. But I don't let myself have a failing grade or pasang-awa. I had to be in the middle, of course.

I'm currently on my way to school for the distribution of the toga and the graduation cap. Pati na din yung invitation para bukas sa baccalaureate mass, medyo excited ako na ayaw ko pang mag attend. It's just like a dream come true pero nanjan naman naghihintay yung reality.

"Hey Vicky, may isang practice tayo mamaya ha? Tayo daw kakanta para sa baccalaureate mass eh, so dapat maaga ka bukas."

Mika reminded me. Kung hindi kasi siya nanay namin, reminder naman siya. She's like the most matured to us. She knows what's the consequences to everything. And she's like our fairy god mother. But she wanted to take AB Communication. She's our writer in our school paper and I've read her every entries and its all good!! She can be successful when she took that program and I know she'll bloom.

"Yes Ma'am! You already got everything you need for tomorrow?" I asked.

"Stop that! It's annoying." Then she shifted her serious tone to a cheerful one. "Oo na, kunin mo na dun kay sister. At yung mga gamit mo sa locker kunin mo na po kung ayaw mong bumalik pa dito pagkatapos ng graduation." I didn't want to come of course but the thought of leaving this place. My home for 4 years made me reminisce. I hope I can treat my next school my home, too.

"Oo na Mika, samahan mo nga ako." I grabbed her arm and walk side ways with her. We were just wearing our school uniform kahit wala nang pasok. That's how strict this school is but we all managed to finish four years studying here. I think everyone grew better with all the rules because I didn't even hear one of the students fail to be part of our graduation. Lahat kami kasali.

"Miss Buenavista, eto na yung mga gagamitin mo para bukas. Ang saya naman tingnan na yung favorite student ko eh mag ggraduate na. I'm so proud of you hija." Sister Teresa commented while giving me the things that I needed for the graduation ceremony.

She's Sister Teresa. The one who stood as my mother here sa school. She's the one who saw me grew up in this school. And she loves me so much and she treats me like her own daughter. She's my mom's cousin so I'm really close with her. She's really happy na she chose this path. Never did I ever heard my family commented on what she wanted.

I hugged her for letting her know that I will miss her. I'm so thankful kasi nanjan siya palagi pag kailangan ko ng nanay. Mom's always busy with her job eh so there are times that she can't go to some meetings or something in school. Si Sister Teresa yung tumatayong nanay ko. Probably because my mom asked her to do so.