All For A Reason #Wattys2015

24. Flat-Line

Hey guys! Haven't updated in awhile, but here I am again. Off to the story...You guys may love me more because of this part....

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Alejandro's P.O.V. 

Dear Niyesha,

I am truly sorry for the pain I put you through. If I can take it all back, I would do it. What I did two months ago was stupid of me to do. I don't know what gotten into me. I guess I was just angry. But still it was no reason to beat you like I did, and threaten to kill Jacob. Im sorry for making you miss your Winter Dance. I knew it was special to you. I don't know how many times I can say sorry. I don't know what gotten into me. I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't control my fists. These anger management classes I've been taking has been helping me. But I miss you. I know you're not able to visit, so I wrote you this letter. I love you Niyesha. And I wanted to tell you, goodbye. While I was writing this, I'm arguing with myself whether to do it or not, but I made up my mind. It may be selfish, but I think it is better for me and better for you. Always remember I love you. I never stopped loving you. I never will.

Your Father.

I grabbed the leather belt I got from an inmate. I traded my lunch for it. The guards just finished doing their sweep around the cells. All the lights were off, and I knew this was the right time. I think it would be better for me to off this Earth. Better for Niyesha. Better for my conscious. I can't live with this guilt anymore in my heart.

I climbed on top of my bead, and tied the belt around my neck. Tightening it just enough. Tears started to escape, but I wiped them off quickly.

I took a deep breath.

One foot off the bed.

Then the other followed.

I felt my body wanting to gasp for air, but I closed my eyes, and just accepted my fate.

I didn't struggle. My eyes were getting heavy.

Then I couldn't open my eyes anymore.

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Like I said you guys probably love me for this. And sorry for the late update. ❤❤❤