I'LL SMILE AGAIN

CHAPTER 4

Grinnnnn, Grrrrinnnnn the alarm chirped at 6:30am I groaned and rolled out of bed rushing to the bathroom to get ready for the day. After school I've a shift to cover at the vetrinary clinic from 4pm-6pm, such a long boring day ahead I screamed in my head.
I dress hurriedly and went downstairs only for me to find my mum already preparing breakfast, "oh mummy you don't have to do this" I went close to her and wrapped myself in her warm embrace "I'm sixteen I can take care of myself and besides you were out working late last night" I continued "If I don't take care of you who will baby?" She said kissing my face "I live for you Isabella, you are the only reason why I didn't give up on life" she smoothed my hair while she talked. My mum always says this like I'm hearing this for the ten  thousandth time I can't help but fall hopelessly in love with this woman and she is the only one that still calls me by my full name. " Mum you know you are all that's worth dying for, you motivate me to do better" I replied her "How can I ever repay you for your love and support mummy, how can I -------" I wanted to continue "shhhh, my love now sit down and eat we don't want you running late for school" mum said also taking a sit at the table .
As we eat she told me she would be buying me my prom gown and if I would like to follow her to the mall to shop for the cloth. "Don't be like this mum you know you more fashionable than I'm" I laughed "besides I have a two hour shift at the clinic today so I leave it to you" I continued "alright sweetheart I promise not to disappoint you" she smiled . I reached out and held both of her hands in mine and looked straight into her eyes and said "Thank you for always mum I promise to always hold your hands when you weak" I said blinking "To forever baby" "yeah forever mum" I said kissing her while standing up and picking an apple from the plate of fruits on the table "I better run mum, see you at night" I shouted and ran out of the house.
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I get to school just as the warning Bell for the first period was ringing and I raced to my locker the teacher coming in just as soon as I was settling in class school period rolled by quickly with nothing much happening just as I was about to arrange my books and head to my locker Jenny crossed my line of vision and gave me a killer look "what   the heck did you do with your phone?" She said eyeing me "It should be somewhere in my back pack" I explained "sorry about yesterday I didn't want you pushing me to do anything stupid" I continued "Really?" She smiled looking me over now I can breathe she's no longer angry at me "Bella sometimes the things we want don't ever come running after us you have to stand and reach for it, like you have to get up on your ass and go get it" she explained  "call him Bella he won't bite you" she said "okay I will later, but for now I have work to do" I told her and walked towards my locker. "I love you B" she shouted to me "right back to the moon and back" I turn around and replied then continued to head towards my locker then straight to work...
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I got to work a few minutes early and I went straight to the kennel to walk clean some of the dogs, I want to be done with my work as soon as possible...

I suddenly had this warm feeling between my legs and I smell the strong camwood scent that surprisingly turns me on I turned and there he is with his arms and legs crossed leaning on the wall grinning foolishly at me "h- how did you get here" I asked "what do you want from me" I asked bravely. "Well sunshine I work here now so don't think I was stalking you" he scoffed "and concerning what I want from you maybe I can explain later dinner at 8" he said walking away "you should have freshened up and wouldn't smell like dogs" he winked at me then left.
Now I have to deal with this dumb boy both at school and at work now I thought his parents got it all why does he have to work I sighed and continue my work....