Love Hurts More Than This ( Grell X Reader )

2.4

Recap
When they reached the young master's office, Sebastian knocked on the door. "Young Master, may I come in?" He says, as politely as he can. Ciel lets out a muffled 'yes' from the room, and Sebastian opens the door, letting you go into the office first. "Hi Ciel..."

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The boy looks up from his paperwork, expecting someone else, and he stood up from his chair. "Y/N, you're back..." He says, walking away from his desk and towards her. His gaze met hers and she smiled a bit then looks down. "Yeah... I guess I am now.." Y/N says softly. He nods his head then looks to Sebastian. "Get us some tea, would you?" Ciel said and the butler nodded then walks out of the room. Ciel took a deep breath then turns back to Y/N, and points to a chair. "Take a seat, we have lots to discuss" He pauses, watching her sit, then goes to sit back at his desk. "You didn't actually travel, did you..." He added, facing to the windows, gazing outside. Y/N held her breath as she realized he knew this whole time. "N-no I didn't... I went to Scotland that night, and met a lovely family that took me in... until they kicked me out.." She replies, looking down at her hands in her lap. "And you took their daughter?" He said, questioning. She nods her head but then looks up to him. "It wasn't that I took her, she was willingly ready to leave so we escaped using the horses her parents got us. And obviously they didn't care because they had many children." Y/N says, rolling her eyes a bit. "And if I'm to tell you, Ciel, the Scots had no idea I was from here, they just suspected I was an orphan and took me in right away." She adds, proudly. Ciel could hardly believe a word she said, but he bit his tongue and kept his words to himself, not bothering to get yelled at by Y/N. "Are you going to say anything or am I wasting my breath explaining what I've been doing and where I've been?" She asked, an irritated look was frowned upon her face but she didn't care. 

"I am deeply sorry, I was in a train of thought.." He responded, looking to the side and not saying anything else but that. "If you want I could come back another time if you're busy.." She said, her gaze trailing down to the floor as she started to scuff her shoes at the wooden floor. " N-no..." He clears his throat and looks back to her. "No, it's completely fine, I heard you, just was thinking about other things while you talked. But I won't make you repeat yourself, although have you seen Grell since you have been back?" He asked, his blue eye seemed to hold some interest and curiosity as she shakes her head. "N-not that I can recall, sorry... but may I ask why?" She responded, tilting her head to the side. "Well, I was going to ask if you'd like to stay for dinner. Madam Red and Grell will be here, so it would be nice if you and your friend... what was her name.. Bella or something like that?" He replies, looking over to the side again, awaiting her response. "My friend's name is Rosa, and we would be delighted to stay for dinner, but you would have to allow us to go back home and get ready." Y/N answered, hesitantly. She hasn't seen Grell since she's been back, but she wanted Rosa to meet him. "Of course, now you are dismissed, Y/N, I have some matters I need to attend to.." Ciel said, looking back to her. Y/N nodded her head and then walks out of the room, running into Mey~Rin. "O-oh! M'lady, I didn't see you there, where are you off to?" She asked, fixing her glasses' posture. "I was curious to know if Rosa was done getting cleaned up?" Y/N replied, helping Mey~Rin with the towels and such, she had dropped when they collided into each other.

"Oh! Dear Rosa? She's in the guest bedroom close to the Master's bedroom, we ran out of spare bedrooms so we used that guest bedroom, you can find it, right?" Mey~Rin said. Y/N nodded her head and started walking in the direction Mey~Rin had said her friend was in. She was kinda hesitant because she missed Rika and she hasn't seen that guest bedroom in who knows how long. Once she reached the room, she gently knocked on the door and waited for a response. "Who is it?" Rosa asked, coming near the door. "It's me, Y/N.." She replied, and the door was quickly opened as Rosa dragged Y/N into the room. "Oh Y/N! Look at the dress Mey~Rin picked out for me, isn't it beautiful?" Rosa said, twirling around in the dress happily. Y/N took noticed of the dress and smiled. It was a floor length dress that almost had the looks of a ball gown dress but wasn't entirely one, it even had a floral pattern and it looked great on Rosa. "Rosa, it's very lovely and it looks great on you." She said with a smile and looks to the side, tilting her head a bit. "Who tied the back for you?" Y/N said, worriedly. "Oh, someone named Grell, he said he worked for Ciel's aunt."

This update is dedicated to my new friend, Bella. 
I would've never completed it without her telling me how good the story was and such
so.. Bella thank you for that!