Love Hurts More Than This ( Grell X Reader )

2.5

Recap
Once she reached the room, she gently knocked on the door and waited for a response. "Who is it?" Rosa asked, coming near the door. "It's me, Y/N.." She replied, and the door was quickly opened as Rosa dragged Y/N into the room. "Oh Y/N! Look at the dress Mey~Rin picked out for me, isn't it beautiful?" Rosa said, twirling around in the dress happily. Y/N took noticed of the dress and smiled. It was a floor length dress that almost had the looks of a ball gown dress but wasn't entirely one, it even had a floral pattern and it looked great on Rosa. "Rosa, it's very lovely and it looks great on you." She said with a smile and looks to the side, tilting her head a bit. "Who tied the back for you?" Y/N said, worriedly. "Oh, someone named Grell, he said he worked for Ciel's aunt."

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"Oh, someone named Grell, he said he worked for Ciel's aunt." Rosa said, and Y/N's face was draining of color. Grell had not only entered the house without permission, he completely ruined the surprise she had planned to make him meet Rosa. "Well.. since you already met Grell, there's no point in throwing the party, again..." Y/N replied, her words held a bitter tone as she glanced back to Rosa. "Oh- that was the 'Grell' you wanted me to meet?" Rosa asked, tilting her head, Y/N only gave a curt nod then looked to the door. "We should get going, we have at least a two hour window until the dinner party. I think that's enough time to show you around here, okay?" Y/N looked over to Rosa, and gave a small smile. They both walked out of the room and walked down the stairs, looking around before making it outside. "Where to first?" Rosa inquired, curiosity was clearly taking over her. "Well... we can go look at some of the mini shops, and then stop at the dress stop so I can pick out a new one. Okay?" Y/N made sure she had her coin purse and looked over at Rosa who was in complete awe. She smiled then walked over to get a carriage. After awhile, they got one and were heading to the town square. Rosa looked around happily, her gaze held her happiness as she turned to face Y/N. "Do you think any of the shops will have Manchester tarts? I've always wanted to try one!" She asked, tilting her head. Y/N stayed silent for a moment as she thinks, she couldn't recall if any of the shops had them, but she hasn't been in England for awhile. "They could, we'll just have to wait and see" Y/N responds to her question and Rosa nods her head then looks back out of the window. Y/N did the same and took a deep breath. Her gaze flicks to one person to another person, before looking over at Rosa. "Hey Rosa, do you think there could be a possibility that Grell.. Grell could maybe like me?" Y/N asked, as she glances at her hands down on her lap. Rosa tilted her head in confusion as she stared at her. "What do you mean, Y/N?" she replied, utterly confused. "N-nothing, forget it.." y/n mutters and glances over out the window again. 

The rest of the way was completely quiet, only the sounds of the horses trotting on the street and the coachman's calls to the horses could be heard. And the tension in the air was so thick, someone could cut it with a knife. Rosa clears her throat and looks at Y/N, very hesitant to ask her something. "Why did you ask me that again, Y/N?" She used and picked her words very carefully, the curiosity rolled off her tongue as she asked. Y/N tensed up as she heard Rosa's voice then sighs again. She knew she couldn't hide the way she truly felt about Grell, but she didn't know how to explain it to Rosa. "The thing is... I guess I got really irritated when I heard that you talked to Grell.. and I suppose I was slightly jealous that he talked to you first and not me.." She mumbles softly, wrapping her hair around her finger and twisting it. Her face was slightly red as she looked up to see Rosa's shocked face, and then she let out a small giggle. "Y/N, I have no idea why you'd be irritated or jealous, I'm clearly not into red-heads and besides, I have my eye out for someone already" Rosa says, a small blush dusted her face. "You- as in my best friend, Rosa has a crush?" Y/N responds, almost squealing in her spot. 

//Guys- I am so sorry it has taken me like four months almost five just to write a stupido chapter