Love Hurts More Than This ( Grell X Reader )

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Y/N's PoV
I actually never thought I would ever sit by Grell,
Ever in my life.
But then again,
Life changes,
And so do people I guess.

I started swinging my legs back and forth being careful not to kick Madam Red who was currently talking about how good of a Butler Grell is.
I smiled slightly as the pleasant conversation going on,
And I could feel Grell almost glaring at me.
I didn't bother to look at him,
Because I know he was glaring.
I'm not joking,
It looks could kill,
I might as well be dead now.
I thought to myself then shook my head slightly,
Madam Red looked at me and smiled.
" Y/N,
You seem awful quiet,
How come? "
She asked me.
I gulped then smiled back politely.

" Oh, I didn't notice I was talking, "
I paused hoping no one noticed the huge lie that literally just left my mouth.
" I'm just use to talking to the Queen and people she invites to dinner and all. "
I added,
Tilting my head a bit to notice a strange look in her gaze.
" I see, "
Madam Red said calmly.

I started fiddling with my fingers,
Honestly not knowing to say.
I noticed Grell turn his head to face me,
And my breathing and heartbeat starting going faster.

I hear noises and turn to see Sebastian handing out the food.
My mouth water as I see what he was handing out.
Käse and Lobster Soufflé and roster pigeons in Bouillon

I honestly never have to think about if I like living here,
But I really don't but hey think about all the free food.
I snickered a bit and shook my head,
Hoping no one noticed my strange awkward laugh.

I got a look from Ciel, as he was still talking to Madam Red.
I gave him a 'Why you staring at me.' look but he didn't push it further.
I sighed then started eating,
I'm honestly not sure if I should be creeped out by the fact Grell is still glaring at me,
Or should I be honored to have Senpai notice me.

I almost choked on my food as I realized what I was thinking of,
I shuddered for a minute then continued eating.
" Y/N,
Is something of the matter? "
A familiar voice asked.
I honestly wished I could just die right now,
I turned to face Sebastian and his fancy dictionary of words.

" No, No nothing is of the matter. "
I responded,
Smiling slightly,
And that was when I realized I said 'No' twice.
I mentally facepalmed my face,
And sighed.
Sebastian nodded his head then went back to his 'station'.

After almost an hour,
We finished eating Käse and Lobster Soufflé and roster pigeons in Bouillon,
And waited to move onto the Dessert,
Sebastian made.
Gâteau au Chocolat

It looked almost to good to be true,
My mouth was still watering as I stared at the wonderful dessert Sebastian made.
My heart clenched at the fact of what
Sebastian used to make it so good but I honestly didn't hold onto that thought really well as most people normally do.
Then, that was when I decided to listen on what the conversation was going on about.

" Hmm,
I actually haven't heard of what has been happening...."
I spoke,
Spooking Madam Red a tiny bit.
" Apparently,
Young girls have been taken. "
Madam Red said.
I nodded my head then an idea hatched in my brain.

" If young girls are the victims,
I'm a young girl and we can figure out who's is doing it by using myself as bait. "
I said,
And Ciel shook his head.
" Y/N,
That's a bad idea, and besides how are we even suppose to find you if we were to go with that idea."

" If you would've let me finished,
You and Sebastian can pretend to be looking around town but keep an eye on me. "
I added rolling my eyes,
A bit annoyed with Ciel for interrupting me.
He nods his head then sighed,
" Young Master,
Its a good plan. "
Sebastian said,
And I cracked a smile.
" Thank you, Sebastian for saying it's a good plan. "
I seemed a bit too cheerful,
Especially for a person that's about to risk her own life to find out what happened to all those other girls.

I got the cold shoulder from Sebastian and I gasped a bit offended,
I raised my hand to my heart.
" Ouch, "
I said pretending to be hurt.
" Well then, when shall we begin this plan? "
Ciel asked me,
And I smiled knowing I finally got him to go along with an idea I had.
" We shall start tomorrow, because I'm a bit too tired to be bait. "
I said, then excuse myself from the table.
" It was a pleasure to meet you Madam Red and you too, Grell. "
I added.
Madam Red said the same as well, but Grell just glared at me.

I sighed then began to walk up to my room,
I thought about taking a bath.
I didn't want to have to do tomorrow night as well,
That is if I come home tomorrow.
I rushed to my dresser and grabbed my Nightgown;

I rushed to the bathroom,
And undressed myself.
I noticed a random bruise on my shoulder,
Heh, I must have fell on it in my sleep then.
I thought then hopped in the bath I had filled before I started to undress.
I realized my shoulders had started to relax,
And then I felt calm for once.

After almost an hour of being in the bath,
I finally got out.
I feel so relaxed and tired,
I got dressed into my Nightgown then hurried off to my room.
When I reached my bedroom,
My body almost had a mind of its own as I randomly walked to the bed and got in.
As though my head hit the pillow,
I felt as though sleep wanted to come to me early.

Am I allowed to die yet?
I reached my goal of 1000 words for this story...
And I'm tired as hell,

Heh, why not do a
Question of the Day:
Where do I live? ( Random question from a friend on here. )
I live in the 'proud' state of Nebraska
" The Good Life. "
Haha, Good life where?

Now, should I be worried that I'm just laughing at my own jokes lol.

Anyways, when I update next and you want me to answer your questions don't be afraid to ask me in the comments or HMU in the messages.
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