Fading

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Fading,

My childhood is fading.

Breaking,

My heart is breaking.


Why has time left me behind?

I'm still lost in my own mind.


I'm still Fading,

Fading,

Into nothing.

(No, it's not nothing.)


Fading,

Fading into something.

(Surely, it must be something.)


Anything would be better

Than this feeling.


Anything would be better

Than pure confusion.


I know I am Fading

But I don't know where to.


I can feel myself breaking

But I don't know why

Nobody else cares.


Fading away isn't obvious,

Surely, nobody knows.

Perhaps time to them

Does not show?


Fading,

Off into life.


Fading,

Until the end of time.


Fading,

I think I will Fade

Until the day I die. 

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