You are a 15 year old girl and Josh Richards is your brother. You fall in love and still your life doesn't go as planned. Your life is crazy in a good, but also bad way....
Just read and I hope you'll enjoy!
Contains:
-self harm
-abuse
-pain
-sadnes...
— I am still thinking about Quinton when I hear the stairs
Josh: why?! Mads told me you wanted to cut yourself, why?!
Jade: because I am ugly, fat and do not deserve to live I feel the tears rolling down my face
Josh: no! You are beautiful, skinny af and you deserve to live, everyone deserves to live. Why would you be here else? He hugs me, while the tears keep on coming
— I again hear the stairs, but I just ignore it and I let all the tears I have get out
Quinton: are you ok? What's wrong? Josh smiles and stands up
Josh: I have to go, maybe you can hug her for me and than you guys can get to know each other after. Give me your blade and you'll get it back whenever this has settled a bit
— He walks away before Quinton could say anything. Quinton walks towards me and I feel his warm, muscled arms going around me. He kisses me on my forehead and rubs my back. He gives the best hugs. I even stop crying
Quinton: what is this all about? You can tell me everything, I've got plenty of time
Jade: You know when I reacted to a comment that I tried to kill myself? He nods Jade: Well I have, but for 3 whole months I was clean and than yesterday.... I wanted to cut myself and stop bothering everyone. I am a pain in the ass.
— while saying that I put my head into his shoulder and I really want to cut..
Quinton: never do that again, please. You are way to special. He blushes and I do too
— he kisses my forehead again and squeezes me a little tighter. I didn't even notice that Josh was still standing in the hall, just looking at us smiling. He mounts to me: 'my little sister has a crush'. I roll my eyes, but he is right and I know because of the butterflies flying around in my stomach
Quinton: feeling a little better?
Jade: yes, a lot, thank you
Quinton: no problem, that's where homies are for. Do you want to watch a movie or are you too tired?
Jade: a movie sounds great!
— Quinton stands up and I jump on his back. We go downstairs, because the boys are going to be watching a movie too. Quinton drops me on the couch at the left side and he sits next to me. The movie has been chosen and is some horror movie. Josh knows I am scared really fast. I give him an annoyed look and he smiles. The movie starts and everyone sees that I am already a bit scared. Quinton sees it too and he puts his arm around me. I feel safe and he keeps cuddling me trough out the entire movie. I have never felt the feelings I have right now and I didn't even scream at the scary parts.
- movie ends
Jade: I am going to bed guys Quinton kisses me on the cheek and I blush The boys all started laughing
Jade: well goodnight
All: good night!
— I change into this:
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