You are a 15 year old girl and Josh Richards is your brother. You fall in love and still your life doesn't go as planned. Your life is crazy in a good, but also bad way....
Just read and I hope you'll enjoy!
Contains:
-self harm
-abuse
-pain
-sadnes...
- We arrive at the Sway house. Finally, I have really missed the house and the boys. Josh opens my door and carries me inside. Quinton, holds my bag and we ring the doorbell
Bryce: Jade!
- I hug him, while Josh still holds me
Bryce: why are you holding her? I know you missed her, but we deserve a private hug too!
- I feel tears coming in my eyes and I hide my face in Josh's chest. I just have to get used to the fact, I can't walk yet..
Josh: her body is to weak, so she can't walk anymore. We have to train her
Bryce: ohh... I'm sorry, Jade
Jade: doesn't matter - I say with my head still hidden
- Josh walks in and drops me on to the couch. Immediately all the other boys come up and give me a hug.
Jade: Quinton, wanna cuddle? I am tired..
Quinton: yes! — he runs up to me and cuddles me. I close my eyes...
- one hour later
- I open my eyes and I stare at the TV
Quinton: morning babe
Jade: morning, can you bring me to my room? Only if you want to, I do not want to bother you..
Quinton: you could never bother me! - I blush
— Quinton lifts me up and brings me to my room
Quinton: should I stay?
Jade: no, I want some time alone - he nods and leaves me alone
- I decide to change and make an insta post, cause I haven't posted for a while
— I crawl out of my bed towards to closet. It isn't that hard!
- I pick an outfit and I post this pic:
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- I crawl back onto my bed and I turn on my TV. I watch friends until lunch time. *knock, knock*
Jade: come in!
Jaden: Hello! I am going to carry you downstairs, so you can eat lunch with us!
Jade: okay! - Jaden lifts me up and carries me downstairs..
Griffin: heyy! Would you like some pancakes?
Jade: yes! - everyone know, I love pancakes!
— I take a bite from the pancake, but it doesn't feel right... I feel sick and like I am going to throw up. I can't run to the bathroom, so I throw up over my pancakes....
Bryce: ho sh*t!
- Josh quickly holds my hair up until I'm done. I feel even more tired after throwing up... I can hardly hold my eyes open.. I lean back against Josh
— He notices it and he lifts me up... He carries me upstairs and slowly puts me on my bed...
Josh: sleep for a little while.. - I nod and I hear him close my door.. I close my eyes....
- later...
* knock, knock *
- I slowly open my eyes and Josh walks in...
Josh: Nick is here to talk to you. He doesn't know you heard him yet, just remember that... - I nod and I stretch..
* knock, knock *
Jade: come in.. - Nick walks in and he sits down at the end of my bed
Nick: I heard about your legs...
Jade: yeah, but it's fine..
Nick: do you know what happened to you when I spoke to you at the hospital..?
Jade: yes... I-... You don't know yet, but.... I could hear everything while I was is coma..
Nick: ohh, I'm sorry
Jade: doesn't matter!
Nick: but how do you feel about it?
Jade: I love Quinton and you know it. I love you too, but as a friend..
Nick: I was afraid you would say that so... - he leans forwards, closing his eyes...
Jade: Nick, stop! Nick!! Nooo! NICK STOP!! - I know I can't exactly walk away, so I try pushing his back. He grabs my arms and hold them down. He comes closer and he presses his lips against mine. I do not kiss him back...
* Bam!! *
- The door opens and Quinton runs in. He grabs Nick and throws him of of me
Quinton: really! She can't move and you do this!! - He punches Nick in the face
Nick: you do not deserve her! - Now Nick punches back.... They start fighting and Quinton gets on top..
Jade: Quinton stop!! You're killing him!! STOP!! - Quinton looks at me and gets of Nick... I hear Nick making pain noises..
— Bryce walks in, because he heard all the shouting..
Bryce: what the hell has happened here?!!
Quinton: Nick kissed Jade and she didn't want it, but she couldn't run away. He was holding her arms down and forcing his lips on hers, when I walked. Then I beat the sh*t out of him..
- I laugh, accidentally. But really loud and I can't stop it...
Bryce: why are you laughing?!
Jade: because it is funny how Quinton protects me.. He would literally kill somebody for me.. - I say while laughing
Quinton: you think it's funny?!
Jade: and hot... - I see him trying not to smile..
Bryce: eww! Okay I'll get Nick downstairs and clean him up. Quinton you are staying with Jade!
Jade: yes!
Quinton: fine..
- Bryce leaves the room...
Quinton: what exactly did you think of me protecting you?
Jade: I thought it was hot... - I whisper in his ear
Quinton: you're hot... - He leans forward and kisses me. I feel him smiling into the kiss. We make out for a while. I missed this feeling!
* Bryce: come down you two! Mads is here! *
- I stop the kiss and Quinton sighs..
Jade: sorry baby, but I have to see her! She's my best friend!
Quinton: okay than.... - He lifts me up and walks downstairs...
