You are a 15 year old girl and Josh Richards is your brother. You fall in love and still your life doesn't go as planned. Your life is crazy in a good, but also bad way....
Just read and I hope you'll enjoy!
Contains:
-self harm
-abuse
-pain
-sadnes...
I am with Nessa and I am also staying with her Our sibling time has been canceled You will find out why later today.. I promise it will make you happy.. Just do what you usually do and you can always call me Love you sis,
Josh
- I don't know what he means.. I'll just continue my normal schedule.
— Quintons mom will be here in 15 minutes to pick up Leah. She still is Quinton daughter too. I get up from the couch and I head upstairs. I shower and I change into this outfit:
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— I picked comfy, because there is nothing to dress up for. I put my hair in a messy bun and I pack a bag for Leah. Then I pick Leah up and with her bag over my shoulder, I walk downstairs. I make funny faces and Leah laughs, it sound really cute. When I hear the doorbell, I get up and open the door. Quintons mom hugs me.. She reminds me of someone..
Q. mom: hey sweetie
Jade: hey, I've missed you
Q. mom: me too and I am sorry. I heard about it all..
Jade: lets not talk about that right now - I pull away from the hug trying not to cry and I grab Leahs bag, pick her up and help her in the car
Q. mom: I'll be back in a week, it was nice seeing you again. I missed you
Jade: missed you too. See you soon! - I wave while Quintons mom drives away
— I walk back inside and I cry, I scream, I let it all out. I make some breakfast. The sun shines, so I decide to eat my food outside. My tears warm up. The sun always makes me feel better, I love summer. Once my plate is empty, I walk back inside and I clean up the house. I clean up my face and afterwards I grab a blanket and I turn on the TV. I watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S, because I just want something simple..
— my phone rings and I see that Josh is calling me. I pick up..
Josh: hey, did you read my note?
Jade: yes, but can you tell me why? I was really excited to spend some time together..
Josh: me too, but we can always do it another time
Jade: true, but what is so important to cancel our weekend?
Josh: you'll see. I can not tell you, I was just checking if you are okay
Jade: I'm fine. I miss you though. I am all alone, because Leah is with Quintons mom
Josh: I miss you too and it will be fine, just relax. Talk to you later, okay?
Jade: yeah, bye..
— I end the call and tears fall down my cheeks again. I feel lonely.. continue watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. After about an hour the doorbell rings again.. I get up from the couch and I open the door..
?: hi..
Jade: what are you doing here?! - tears fill my eyes, but I feel this angry feeling..
?: please just let me talk to you, I can explain..
Jade: Quinton, you messed up! - I shout at him, while I let one tear drop..
Quinton: I know, but let me explain.. I explained myself to Josh and that's why he canceled your sibling time
Jade: because of you?! He said the thing would make me happy.. - I let some more tears drop..
Quinton: just.. please let me explain
Jade: fine..
— I open the door and Quinton walks inside with his suitcases. I sit down on the couch and wipe my tears. Quinton sits down on the opposite side. I feel angry, but sad at the same time..
Quinton: so.. you know how we let some fans into the house..
Jade: yeah and you f*cked one of them - my anger takes over..
Quinton: Jade, I didn't. Anyways this girl wanted a photo with me, so I sat down next to her and Bryce asked me something. Before I could turn back to the girl, she swung her legs over me. I got really uncomfortable and I was about to tell her, but her friend was recording since the moment she swung her legs over me.. I immediately told her to get her legs off of me, but they didn't show that in the video..
Jade: and I am supposed to believe that..? - I amn't sure if or if not I should believe him..
Quinton: Bryce was there. You can call him and he'll tell you the exact same story
Jade: let me guess, you guys rehearsed the story? While you where screwing that girl?? - I give him my bad bitch face..
Quinton: no! I haven't spoken to anyone since. I have been in my room trying to contact you every day.. - I don't know what to say..
Jade: okay, I'll call Bryce - I grab my phone and put it on speaker so Quinton can listen, but I won't tell Bryce
Bryce: heyy Jade, what's up?
Jade: hii, so I spoke to Quinton on the phone and I am not sure if I believe his story, but he told me you where there and I can ask you. Just to be sure.
Bryce: yeah, okay.. so this girl wanted a photo with Quinton and he sat down next to her. I walked over and asked him if he wanted some food, because I was going to the mall. He told me what he wanted and when he turned back to the girl, she swung her legs over him and her friend was filming. I walked over to the friend and told her to stop filming. Quinton got the girl off of him and we told the girls to leave
Jade: that is the same story, yes..
Bryce: he didn't cheat on you Jade, but he did hurt you and I am here for you..
Jade: thank you, bye Bryce..
— I stopped the call and my tears fall down. Quinton looks at me with a hopeful, but sad look on his face..
Jade: Quin, I don't know. You hurt me, like a lot - I hide my face in my hands
Quinton: I know and I hate myself for it. I feel terrible about it - I look up and see a tear roll down his face..
— all my feelings come rushing back, my love for him feels stronger than ever. Seeing how much he cares about me makes me feel happy. I stand up and I walk towards him. I give him a hug and we both cry.. It was the best hug..