Ezra
I don't believe this. I don't believe how everything has gone to shit.
"my mate is taking my pup away from me!" I shout at the commander.
"It was you who adamantly denied her as your mate to my face and insisted you have a new assignment," he says calmly adjusting his glasses.
"I was wrong!" I demand.
"well it looks like your mate is the one that needs to hear this not me," he says straight-faced as always.
"she won't listen to me," I argue.
"well it looks as though you hurt her enough that she wants nothing to do with you then," he says, and right now if I didn't respect him I would punch him.
"your processing her transfer request." I accuse and he nods.
"Indeed I am, her bond from her previous alpha was broken and you don't look as though you are suffering any mate affliction to me when you're demanding to stick your dick in other wolves," my commander says standing and adjusting his tie.
"it was a fucking mistake I thought I could fix things but I broke them," I sob at him, and this time he softens.
"look I can delay her request for a week but her pregnancy is accelerating too quickly to full gestation and I don't want her on my base when she decides to pup because if her labor is as addictive as her pregnancy was we will have at least 16 pups born on the same day. My commander says sternly.
"one more thing," I say and he bristles.
"you better add me to her transfer request, there is no way she is going without me mate or not mate," I say clearly before leaving his office
rushing to the cell I know she is in, I storm through the door ready to confess my love but when I see how she is struggling with her now inflated bump in front of her and how swollen she is now my words die in my throat.
"are you ok?" I gasp watching her struggling to get up from the floor.
"I'm just fine without you thank you," she states still struggling, and then I notice why as she gags slightly.
I don't wait for her to complain or fight me I lift her into my arms quite a bit heavier than she was but no problem to my wolf strength as I carry her over to the toilet in the corner and hold her hair for her. She gags for a few moments but nothing comes up.
"you ok?" I ask again.
"no this pup has hiccups on my stomach," she frowns pointing to her left side.
"can I feel?" I ask and she frowns at me.
"no," she says matter of fact before struggling to her feet and waddling over to the cot thing, she is dressed in a thin material flowing dress which swishes as she waddles.
"This place does not look comfortable, please come back to the suit," I say watching her struggle to sit on the edge of the low cot.
"I'm ok thank you," she says even as I see her flinch at something on her side.
"your clearly not you look miserable," I state.
"I wonder whose fault that is!" she deadpans before actually reacting to the pain in her side this time.
"Are you in pain?" I ask now worried and ready to shout for doctors if I have to.
"no I'm being kicked in the ribs now," she says chuckling while rubbing her ribs.
"a strong pup?" I ask hopefully.
"no" she states before looking at me taking a deep breath and softening slightly.
I begin to worry something is wrong and I caused it, I'm about to apologize for everything and beg her forgiveness when she speaks again.
"two strong pups," she says rubbing a few circles around her rounded abdomen. My entire world is blown wide open once again, twins.
"How far?" I ask since this explains the added size.
"Five months the doctor thinks, wolf pregnancies usually take 6 months to full term but mine took 2 weeks to five months, when they estimated 6 months in hospital I was actually only 4 so we are saying three months per week right now which mean 1 or 2 weeks and I will meet these two. She says smiling down at her bump even though I doubt she can see much past it.
"This is everything you wanted," I say seeing the joy in her face.
"no." she sobs now.
"Hey, it's ok," I say crossing the room and sitting by her side before she has time to go for my throat and I pull her into a hug she does not fight. She sighs and leans into me breathing my scent deeply and pride puffs out my chest.
"The cruelest part is I waited my entire life for a pup and already they settle so much better around you." she sobs rubbing small circles. I gently reach out to touch her firm core but she grabs my wrist, I think for a second she will snap it or push me away but to my surprise she places my hand on the left side near the bottom and I feel subtle little taps under my hand like when you feel something ripple past you in the water.
"oh." I gasp smiling when I feel a very certain hand press against my own from the inside.
"beautiful." I rasp trying not to cry.
"they are." she agrees.
"you all are." I counter.
I move slowly so I don't elicit a violent attack but slowly I replace my hand with my head so my wolf hearing can listen to their heartbeats and the way they squirm around in there. I get a few kicks to the cheek and a hand presses into my eyeball but it's worth it to hear the gentle heartbeats.
"what do you want Ezra." luna slowly asks looking down at me.
"you and my pups," I say honestly and she sighs.
"didn't you already make this choice," she says placing her hand at the bottom of her abdomen.
"I made the wrong choice twice and now I am trying to make it better,"
"How did that work out the first time?" she asks slicing me like a knife there is no way she knows my past still I decide honesty is the best choice.
"They all died, I'm not losing you too," I say actually feeling tears fall now and I place my hand around her bump entwining our fingers.
"I'm not being your second chance to fuck up," she says factually.
"no, your my second chance to get it right," I say placing a gentle kiss on her bump.
"and when they are born? What then?" she says tensing.
"we raise them and try for more," I answer honestly and she gasps.
"where?" she snaps.
"The Argon pack I asked the commander to add my application to yours," I say rubbing a gentle circle on her bump which is when I feel her tense again.
"What makes you think I want you anywhere near me?" she growls
"look I know I messed up but your my mate, my real true mate and I don't ever want to lose you, I thought I would never get this chance." I sob
"you already lost me," she says as I see tears fall from her eyes.
"No." I shake my head adamantly I can't let her slip away from me.
"Ezra I reje.."
"NO" I snap and she jumps back I soften my tone when I speak again.
"Please don't," I beg now desperately
"I didn't do anything Ezra," she says quietly as tears run from her cheeks.
"give me a week, one week and I swear I will fix this."
"what will one week change?" she says looking down at the disgusting floor.
"it will give me a chance to prove I can be the Mate you need, for real this time," I say gripping my hands into fists so afraid she will tell me to get stuffed I look at her eyes, the tears I put there. the fear I placed though my own stupid actions.
"you have one week."
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Wolf Break (Argon pack Book 9)
Romancewhat if there was a way to break an unwanted bond between Alpha and omega? what if to break that bond you had to pay a price? even do things you didn't want to? what if you had to do it? what if it was done to you? when Luna is sold and mated to a c...
