Wolf Break (Argon pack Book 9)

Part 11

Ezra

"out of all the damn stupid things you have done!" my sister bellows angrily pointing an accusatory hand at me.

"I know, I know," I told her.

"no you don't fucking know! You didn't see the pain in her face! Justin said she tried to claw her arm apart do you have any idea what you have done?" she says looking more agitated.

"I hurt her now would you calm down you're carrying a pup," I say trying to get her to sit down but she pushes me away and paces more.

"hurt her? You destroyed her Ezra and out of all the people you had to piss off and hurt you had to do it to the most powerful freaking she-wolf we have seen in hundreds of years who also happens to be carrying your fucking pup, shame you were not so worried about her as you are me and for your information, I am not carrying a pup I am carrying pups!." she growls looking like she wants to slap me.

"I know I fucked up sis I do, I am happy for you and J having twins is a gift." I sigh under my breath with a heavy heart. The truth in her words were tearing me apart if I could do it all again I would, it's a week since I made the biggest mistake of my life for the second time.

"not twins idiot, why did you not learn the first fucking time?" she growls and this time I flinch as though she punched me in the face, the truth is I have had a mate before, a fated mate, true love but I was too young to realize what I had, she got pregnant on her first heat with twins but it was too much, I was too stubborn I didn't want any other males to see her I was jealous so when she got sick I wouldn't let the pack doctor see her I insisted it had to be a female so they called for the doctor 3 packs away and when she lay in my arms weak and begging me to let the doctor help I told her no, she died in my arms that day along with my two beautiful pups and I have never been the same since, well that is until that night with Luna, I felt the old me return and I fucked up just as bad as the first time.

"don't you think I hate myself right now?" I demand my sister.

"not enough! Your not the one in the medical unit!" she snaps this time slapping me around the face.

"you like her don't you," I say trying to lighten the mood but instead I just bring tears to her eyes.

"my True Omega ability never lies and it told me she is the most sweet and genuine person. your second chance mate and not only did you fuck it up you might have killed her and your unborn pup again!" she wails at me this time she throws herself into the arms of her mate Justin who gently caresses her back whispering soothing words into her ear to try to calm her, he places his hand over her womb and whispers something about her three treasures needing a safe home and that calms her as she melts into his arms.

I had that love, not just with Carrie my first mate but I had that love with Luna too. My memories of Carrie are so fuzzy in my mind it feels like a million years ago but when that little line came up on the pregnancy test I panicked I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to go through being a dick and losing her. I had been there and felt that pain so instead I tried to do the only thing that made sense to me, I tried to sever our bond by fucking someone else only i realised too late that it was a true bond that I could not break but it was too late, all hell broke loose and almost the entire base was on their knees to Luna, I tried to calm her, bring her round as my mate and let her know I fucked up but instead she looked about ready to tear my throat out until the commander shot her with a tranquilliser dart, she has been in intensive care for a week now with no sign of waking up, at first I could reach her through our bond but she is blocking any contact, they continue to monitor the pups heart rate which so far seems to be progressing much quicker than a normal wolf pregnancy which would explain the strong heartbeat, the other worrying sign was that we were not sure if she would still suffer heats while pregnant since it seemed she had been pregnant during at least 3 of her heats and according to gestational age. she is showing roughly 6 months along despite only being with us two weeks although considering she progressed 3 months in the week she has been in intensive care we believe her true Luna abilities are kicking it into hyperdrive, this would explain why she never got pregnant with her old alpha because her wolf knew it was not a true mating but with me she had got pregnant in 2 weeks, thinking about her all the signs were there, the jet black hair and eyes the black wolf the strength of her scent, how did we not realize? Every single wolf that has mated in the last two weeks weather in heat or not are pregnant even a few who could not have pups and even though I fired blanks for 7 years suddenly a few heats with Luna and my samples came back 100% healthy. My sister apparently carrying triplets with her 4th pregnancy despite the others being single pups and the commander even announced both his daughters have successfully mated and are expecting their first pups.

"where is he!" someone says barrelling into the room. This was not going to be good, I stand squaring my shoulders ready to be punched in the face again, lots of people this week have expressed their annoyance at me by punching me in the face so by now I am ready. Sure enough, a mountain of a wolf barrelled around the corner and punched me so hard I slammed back into the wall a few feet behind me, he knocked me dizzy for a second before I stand up spitting blood.

"is that all you got?" I ask rubbing my jaw.

"that's all we got time for, she is waking up," he says before storming away again.

My sister and her mate rush from the room following the mountain while I stand numb my heart refuses to beat and I forget how to breathe for a second.