One Concert, Big Changes (1D Fanfiction)

Chapter 16

*Felicia's pov.*

I can't believe he said that. Louis' words are still replaying inside my head. Its like and instant replay. "You never really meant anything to me! You're just some stupid girl!" He said.

It hurt to know that that was all I meant to him, especially since all the things I had chosen to chare with him. I told him all about my past and most of all, I gave him my trust. I knew I trusted him too quickly.

Competing for my attention was the memory of what Harry had done. Some how, in one swift motion he had caused all of this. I had felt a sense of happiness and peace before all of this and now it was gone. Perhaps, in the moment, I was being a bit dramatic, but I couldn't help but see it any other way.

I was so confused about everything: the kiss, Harry, Louis' outburst, I know it was more than just the kiss and me not telling him I was back. He was stressed about something, but I didn't know what or why.

"Felicia, can I come in?" Someone asked, gently knocking on my door and bringing out of my thoughts. I had not seen a single person since breakfast. I came up to my room and haven't left.

I nodded then remembered they couldn't see me. "Sure," I answered and I saw the tall figure of Niall walk in. Niall and I are like siblings. We're as close as a brother and sister could be. He was followed by Zayn, my other 'brother'.

"Hey, are you ok?" Niall asked walking over to my bed and sitting.

"Yeah, I guess. Do you guys even know what happened?" I asked.

"Nope. No one will tell us. They won't even talk about it." Zayn spoke this time. I sighed and put my head in my hands and internally debated whether I should tell them, and how much. I knew they wouldn't leave me alone until I told them something, so I figured the truth would be the best place to start.

"You don't have to tell us if you're not ready to talk about it. We can wait," Niall offered with a small smile. 

"No, its okay, really. I think it would be better if I talked about it," I said and the two boys nodded. "Okay, well basically..." and I began to tell the wonderful tale of this morning.

When I was done Zayn and Niall had their fists in balls and their jaws clenched together. They looked like they were gonna kill the first person they looked at. "Harry did this?" Zayn said through clenched teeth. Here comes big brother mode.

"Well, to be fair, I think he just pushed the first domino and everything fell from there," I replied. I looked at the two and their eyes softened.

"Well, I'm sorry that happened. You and Louis have always been really close. I'm sure he had a reason for what he said," Niall commented, giving me a hug. Wait, was he taking sides with Louis? "I'm sure he didn't mean it." Seriously?

"I disagree. Louis and Harry both were out of line. They both hurt her," Zayn said. Thank you Zayn! Someone who thinks like me!

"But Louis never means what he says, you know that!" Niall argued. Great argument, Niall! You really know how to make a girl feel better.

"No, not always, bec-" Zayn began but I cut him off.

"Okay, seriously! Neither of your arguments are helping me right now. Look, its okay. I'm not mad about it I just need to find some clarity," I stopped them. They both looked at me and paused for a short amount of time.

"Are you sure?" Niall asked. I nodded, feeling tears sting at my eyes. I willed myself not to cry but I couldn't help it. Whenever I think about what Louis said I can't help it. You probably think I'm a huge drama queen but its the truth!