I should tell someone
how empty I've been feeling lately
how bad my insomnia has become
how pointless waking up feels
how I can't be happy about anything
how much looking in the mirror hurts
how eating stresses me out
how senseless life seems
how my days include hours of crying
how good disappearing sounds
I should tell someone
how bad everything has become
but
I'm afraid that
people who can't understand
how I feel
will decide
what would help me most
again.
YOU ARE READING
all the things I didn't say
Poetryyou've been knowing me for years now and you still don't get how loud I am when I don't say anything. And you probably don't know that my mind is even louder when my mouth doesn't make any noise at all. Let me give you the ability to read my mind..
