Chapter 4

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Hours after the BBQ, everyone was back at the hotel, except for Y/N. He stayed outside in the now pouring rain to really think about what actually went down earlier. He spent the day with some of his friends talking, telling stories and overall having a great time together. That knife fight he mentioned to Alexa was also taking its toll since the cuts were stinging from the cold water. Y/N sighed, knowing he actually was a jerk again and that bugged him a lot. A whole lot to be honest. Every friendship he would build in his life was very important to the young man, even if there was nothing to worry about. Running a hand through his h/c hair, Y/N stood up from where he was sitting and paced around the small park that was in front of the hotel. What was going on between him and Alexa? They were not on the best terms at the moment. They always met in the least pleasent situations and she might also think Y/N was careless because of the scars.

Y/N gritted his teeth and finally walked into the hotel while he was drenched from the rain, but he didn't mind at all. There was something he needed to get done, so with a determined expression in his eyes, he walked upstairs to the floor his room was at. Yes, a few people gave him weird looks, but that didn't matter to him then and there. Instead, he walked towards Mickie's room, because he knew Alexa was staying with her. That didn't really surprise Y/N, it was the usual travel set up. He brushed his hair back a little and took a deep breath before knocking on the door. It was hard to hear, but soft footsteps made their way towards the door and in an instant, Y/N was face to face with Alexa again.

Alexa:" What are you doing here? And why are you all soaked?"

Y/N:" I have to talk about with you, that's why I'm here. And I stayed outside in the rain for a while."

Alexa:" And what is there to talk about? You clearly didn't want my help, so I don't think we have much to discuss."

Y/N:" I'm sorry, Alexa... I'm sorry for being a jerk, bumping into you, spilling your coffee and for pushing you away like that earlier."

Alexa sighed softly before grabbing Y/N's hand and leading him inside the room. It wasn't too different from his own, apart from more clothes, a different smell and two people sharing this room. The two sat down on the couch, ready to talk about what Y/N just brought up.

Alexa:" Let's say I would accept your apology, what would you do to improve our friendship?"

Y/N:" I would try my best to be way less of a jerk, I would make sure I don't bump into you anymore and I would take time to listen to your troubles, if ever so needed."

Alexa:" Hmm, okay then. But I wanna know: why are you such a jerk most of the time?"

Y/N:" Fortunately we have some time, because this is a kind of long explaination. To say that school sucked is too generic, so let me do it differently. My school years were plagued by troubles like lots of fights, arguments with the principal, financial troubles and sickness."

Alexa:"...What kind of sickness?"

Y/N:" Anorexia. I have always been very cautious about my weight and the way I look."

When Y/N noticed that Alexa was silent, he looked over to see her looking down. This wasn't what he expected as he turned to face her.

Y/N:" Are you alright?"

Alexa:" Hmm? Oh...Yeah."

Y/N:" If anything I'm saying is too much, just say so."

Alexa:" No no, it's okay. I just remembered that I went through anorexia as well in my life."

Y/N:" You did? I'm sorry to hear about that."

Alexa:" It's okay. It's not your fault. You couldn't really know about it, right?"

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