Haikyuu Chatfic

Sleep

[Yaku made a private chat with Akaashi]

Yaku- Akaashi where are you?

Yaku- Akaashi please tell me

Yaku- Do you have a way home

Yaku- Keiji

Yaku- Keiji can you please answer me

Yaku- Please at least tell me where you are

Yaku- Keiji

Yaku- I'll leave you be, please text me later so I know you're ok

Yaku's POV.

Why won't he answer me. We tried to follow him or at least give him a ride home but he said to leave him alone. I could have followed him, but I chose to listen to what he said. I'm starting to think that it was the worse of the two options. I shake my head trying to reassure myself that Akaashi isn't hurt.

Akaashi has told me alot about his relationship. Yeah he tells Suga more stuff but he usually comes to me first. So it hurts that he is not even reading my messages but it worries me more then anything.

"Did he answer?" Suga comes up to me. I shake my head.

"Didn't even read them." I say looking down.

"I know you're worried but try not to think about it." Suga says softly placing his hand on my shoulder. I nod trying my hardest to not think about it. I walk into the living room and I see Kenma yelling (closer to lecturing) at Kuroo, Oikawa was holding his head and Iwaizumi seems to be comforting him. Oikawa probably blames himself for what happened even though it was not his fault what so ever. Hanamaki and Matsukawa were getting filled in on what happened by Daichi. Nishinoya, Yamamoto, Ennoshita and Tanaka were just talking in the corner. Hinata, Kageyama and Lev were talking in the kitchen. And finally Bokuto was sitting exactly where he was when Akaashi left just smiling.

Fucking smiling. I can tell a real smile from a fake smile and Bokuto's was fake 100% but he didn't look guilty. I didn't even think he felt any guilt for what is happening right now.

"So guys are we going to continue the game." Bokuto says looking up at us. I scrunch my nose in disgust. Suga grabs my shoulder as a reminder to not say anything that I will regret later on.

"Sounds good bro." Kuroo answers sitting next to Bokuto.

Too close. Way too close. With that I walk out of the room shaking my head in frustration. No one should have to find out that one of your friends has been going behind your back sending nudes to your boyfriend but Akaashi did. I put my head against the wall it calmed me down in a way. I slow down my breathing so I'm not about to snap on someone. Suga walks out the door with Daichi behind him. Daichi is trying to calm Suga down. Suga is pissed I'm not sure what happened but I don't want to know so I don't beat someone's ass.

"Yaku come outside with me, Daichi please go control them so they don't fucking die." Daichi nods hesitantly walking back into the room, looking back at Suga to make sure that he didn't need him. I walk outside it was cold but not freezing. It was a nice night but with all nice nights something bad has to happen.

I'm scared for Keiji. I don't want him to do something irrational. I don't want him to hurt himself.

Akaashi's POV

I was just walking at this point. No place I really wanted to go I just wanted to be out of there.

I don't know why I reacted the way I did. It was stupid I should have stayed not just left. I don't even know if Bokuto sent any back so what was the big deal. I shake my head. Why does this even matter I should just head back I'm probably worrying Yaku and the rest of them. No most likely not Bokuto didn't even say my name. Didn't call after me or chase me. I wanted to be alone right now but I still wanted the reassurance that he still loved me.

I end up at the park. I was pretty cold and was getting dark. I sat on a bench and close my eyes letting the cool air hit my wet face stinging my eyes.

I don't know what I want, the only thing I know for sure is that Kuroo broke my trust. Even if Bokuto didn't send any back would I still trust him I mean he didn't tell me that it happened. I grab my hair slightly. This whole situation is stupid.

Why did this have to happen to me. Now at this moment. I love him and I don't even know if he loves me. I look at my phone to see messages from Yaku, Suga, Kenma and Iwaizumi. I text Yaku that I'm safe so he doesn't stress about it.

I know what I want.

I want to sleep. I don't know how long but I want to sleep.

How to sleep

Exhale completely through your mouth and make a whoosh sound. Close your mouth and inhale through your nose while mentally counting to four. Hold your breath and mentally count to seven. Open your mouth and exhale completely, making a whoosh sound and mentally counting to eight.

I remember being told that when I couldn't sleep once. It stuck with me and I don't know why. I stand up starting to head back to get a ride home because I am not staying the night.

But I want to sleep. For a long time.

I know this is not part of this at all but I lowkey ship Yaku and Akaashi but I never see fanart of them together-

Anyways I finally got the chapter finished so yay on that~ Bel