Haikyuu Chatfic

What's wrong?

Akaashi's POV

I set another toss to Bokuto. He smiles and jumps up and down proud of the cutshot he just did. I usually would have congratulated him but I just watched. Watched as he had the happiness I didn't have.

I would be better off without him Yaku keeps telling me. Its not like I don't agree but im scared. Scared to leave him because if I do ill lose my bestfriend. Above everything else im surprised the he isn't talking about what's happening. Bokuto is usually the first to talk about a situation at hand.

I sigh. Why the hell am I caught up on this. I shouldn't question my love or his love for me. Does that make me a bad person.

It does right. 

"AHHHHKAASHI DID YOU SEE THAT SUPER COOL CUTSHOT I JUST DID. DID YOU." I look at Bokuto. I nod my head and walk off.

Im a horrible person for questioning this. Tears slowly start rolling down my face. They burn because of how often I have been crying. Pathetic right.

He loves me.

Right?

"Hey Akaashi you have been sitting out here for awhile you ok?" Konoha sits by me. I look up, its dark out already maybe around 7 to 8pm. "Practice is about to end by the way."

"Oh sorry I was out here so long."

"Nah its fine I wanted to practice my sets anyways. What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I respond looking away. He shakes his head.

"No there is something wrong. So what is it?"

"I said nothing. So just don't worry about it."

"You're one of those people that will never tell anyone your problems but you help others. People break down. We get hurt, weather that be physically or mentally. So its ok to talk about your problems from time to time y'know." I sigh. He isn't wrong, I just don't know why he cares so much.

"Its just-" I pause for a second. Konoha scans my face quickly but goes back to staring directly into my eyes. "Bokuto and Kuroo had something going on while me and him were still in a relationship and I don't know if Bokuto actually loves me like he says he does." Konoha nods.

"Do you love him still?" That's when all too familiar tears roll down my face again.

"I- I do but what's the point if he doesn't love me back." I grip my hair in frustration.

"Talk to him."

"What?" I look at him.

"Talk to him. I didn't stutter the worst that will happen is he says he doesn't love you right? Then you will find the person you deserve. One that will treat you well until the end." I nod slightly.

"That isn't as easy as you make it sound." He shrugs.

"I know but hey its life you need to take some risks." He stands up offering me a hand which I take. We walk back to the clubroom because practice was over at this point so not much of a point on going to the gym.

We walk in and its only Bokuto. Convenient right. Konoha pats my back and walks right back out.

"Uh- Bokuto I need to speak to you."

"Ok."

I know how much y'all love cliffhangers so I left one~ Bel