Two Five Nine

The sky is prettiest when i think of You

I thought of you again today
It was harder than the day before last
Slowly creeping into my mind, a flower once
blossomed
Now is gone with its location removed from my sight

You left
And I was left in an ache larger than you may ever
know
I remember the night you drank in my car
Your glee was pure, genuine

So was our laugher
You held my hand, full of love

Then I remember that Sunday
Then fifteen days thereafter
When that love was gone, much came to me
forgive me for I was not
Patient

Do I wait now? Wait for you
Returning to the form you once held
Neither of us shall
Impossible, for time changes all

But time has not changed my heart
It yearns for you
Begs to be kissed by no other than you
Return we cannot, but rebuild we can

Your memory
Difficult to forget
It's grasp holds on to me, unable to let go
Or unwilling

Strong and unforgiving
Yet sweet and tender
O' how my beating heart begs
Thoughts of repairing your faith in us.
Together

Yet if we rebuild, the cracked soul I carry
Will not be fixed
Only I
Can mend those wounds

You wanted to take care of me, perhaps you have
Leaving me
Opened the door to my root
My soul was exposed and I could see it, see the
damage

Do not fret
For this pain I feel in your absence
Is a blessing
You have been one too

Yet,
realizing my yearn and screams for you
are coming from my wounded soul
Seeing the truth?

Does not quiet my heart
It wants you
It misses you
It looks upon the sky when it feels the worst

And the sky, it smiles back

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