•abhorrence🥀

thirteen

•y/n•

I've been crying for 25 minutes now. The more I try to make myself feel better, the more harder I cry. Like, what is wrong with me?

I wanted to grab something to eat but I just don't want to see that DEVIL.

Since I'm starting to feel a little BETTER, I walked outside to the balcony to get some fresh air. I kinda feel like climbing the roof to get a better view but there's no ladder. Pfft.

Sorry. I just love sitting on the roof. I would actually build a ladder here if this is my HOUSE.

As I calm myself down by looking at the building, my mind started to flashback when I first met Jaemin.

Tch. I don't know why I'm asking this but, I wonder how is he right now.

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•next day

I was so goddamn hungry because I didn't ate dinner last night. I was still mad at him so that's why I didn't ate dinner.✌🏼

I brushed my hair with my fingers then wore my oversized white cardigan. I grabbed my beige tote bag then ran downstairs.

I opened the fridge and packed some fruits and milk. Just hope today no one bothers me when I'm drinking my MILK.

I grabbed my car keys then went in my car. I started the engine and drove to my father office. He said he wanted to discuss something with me.

I finally arrived and immediately went to his office. I knocked on the door before entering.
"Come in."

I opened the door and was surprised to see my mother there, sitting on the couch talking with Mrs.Hong.

Oh boy, this must be about me and Joshua.

"H-hey mom! And Mrs.Ho-I mean eomeonim." I bowed.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked.
"We're here to discuss about something. Come, sit down here." My mother gesture me to sit beside her.

I turned to my father and frowned. He just shrugged then sat beside my mother.
"So...what is it?" I asked while opening my container, filled with fresh fruits.
"Well, Mrs Hong and I have booked a resort." My mother said while a huge smile on her face.

"Aha...what's the point of telling me that?" I raised a brow while drinking my milk.
"You're going to have a honeymoon with Joshua." Mrs.Hong stated and I spit out my milk.

"What?!!" I wiped my mouth with a tissue. Luckily i didn't spat out all the milk and caused a HUGE mess.
"A honeymoon. You cannot say no to that because we've already booked it."

"But, I'm busy with work and so does Joshua!" I shoved the berries into my mouth.

As if he wanted to anyways..all he cared about is his freaking job, his girlfriend and of course his LOOK. Besides, if the BOTH of us are having a honeymoon, I wouldn't call it a honeymoon.

I'll call it the HELLmoon.

"Don't you worry about work, honey. Your halmeoni already agreed about this whole honeymoon thing." My father smiled and I chuckled bitterly.
"Come on, we just want you two to build a relationship with each other. You guys literally looked so awkward together. And plus, it's just two weeks." Mrs Hong said.

"Does Joshua know about this?" I asked while biting the fork.
"No. But don't worry. I'll make him come. He'll never says no to me." Mrs Hong smiled and I let out a huge sigh.