♡Tessa and Hardin♠️ The day he saw my underwear

Chapter 18

Hardin's Pov
I wake up and Tessa's already gone
I check the time and see that its 8:00 am
So i just turn over a fall back asleep
waiting for Tess to come back

Tessa's Pov
My car is parked on the side of the road.
I just need to gather myself and maintain my composure

breathe I tell myself

I wipe away my tears and only to feel them coming down my face once again

what am i gonna do I lay my head in my hands

I sigh and grab my phone going to my page to see what people are saying

do i get a turn?
disgusting.

what is she a prostitute?

slut.

I have second hand embarrassment for her😬

I didnt know we could post porn on this app? 😂

this is so trashy🤢

do yall smell that?

at least shes hot🤷🏽‍♂️

😳😳😬

what makes her think it was okay to post this?

I keep scrolling through my comments, my head spinning my confidence flying right out the window, i almost feel sick to my stomach at how humiliating this is.

why me? I look up into the sky sobbing

please I gasp for air unable to control my sobs

please make all of this go away, ill do anything, please I put my hands together begging before my head drops and tears land all over my clothes

you know that feeling in your chest when you completely break down after a while of holding your shit together? almost like there's a ball inside and its suffocating you, and your throat feels strained like there's something wrapped around it keeping you from speaking, and you feel your head start to pound

Thats how i feel.

I feel like there is no hope. this whole town and then some has seen me fucking someone in a car. Ive lost my job.

whats the purpose? why am i still here? I ask lifting my head once again to look up

I hope my mom hasnt seen any of this, I wonder what she would think of me now?
I scoff at my own thoughts
thats even if she remembers me

I clench my fist digging my nails into my hand in frustration at everything that is occurring in my life right now

I let out another sigh and start the car again pulling back onto the main road

I just hope people dont find out its Hardin

Its one thing when its me, but if Hardin ever got dragged into this more than he is now I will never forgive my self.

shit what do i even tell him?
I dont know if im more scared of him finding out about the video or him seeing the comments, people are so cruel and they only make the situation more humiliating

I make my way home tempted to pull over atleast 5 times to cry it out, but i have to be strong, for my mom and Hardin

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I pull up to my house and sit in my car for a couple of minutes trying to gather what im gonna say to my mom, to Hardin

if i sat there any longer with my thoughts i would probably end up breaking down again