Tessa Young lives with her divorced mother. All her mom wants is for Tessa to be the perfect daughter. But ever since Tessa turned 18 she rebels and lives her life the way she wants to. Shes a baddie and a sweetheart all in one. Then she meets him...
Tessa's Pov Its been days but its felt like month's
I haven't left my house, only for work and to visit my mom.
I step out of the shower and shuffle to my room, I sit on the bed in silence as i apply lotion to my legs and arms
after i applied deodorant i slip on my silk underwear and throw an alice in chains T-shirt on.
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I just plan on sitting in my room all day watching Netflix anyways
I scroll through all the shows and movies and decide to just watch American Horror Story
I hit resume play on the episode i was watching
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Time goes by and im laying on my bed with my ear buds in staring at the ceiling listening to music
I have sat here for 4 days just playing out scenarios of what could happen once i finally talk to the boy who broke my heart.
I haven't eaten once, Its not like i have the food anyway.
Hardin still sends me money for bills, but what he dosent know is that I havent been using his money for bills, he'd be kinda pissed at me if he knew what i was actually doing with it. but we'll cross that bridge once we come to it.
I haven't made a decision yet. I dont want to, I feel like no matter what i choose i lose either way.
If i do forgive him I turn my back on everything ive ever believed in when it comes to relationships...
If he cheats, kick his ass to the curb. Trust and loyalty is key to a healthy relationship.
But if I dont.. I dont think I could handle the loneliness, the constant pain in my chest. He was literally all I had left. I just dont understand what I did wrong. why couldn't i have been enough.
The anger in me hasnt calmed down since he told me.
All of my emotions have just heightened as time goes by, the longer im away from him the more depressed and angry and hurt i become.
And im always the one to hype woman up telling them how beautiful they are and that they're worth it and you are enough.
But I dont feel like i was ever enough. He wouldn't have cheated if i met his expectations. He would have come to me if he wanted me. right?
I realise the tears rolling down my cheeks and I wipe them away in frustration.
