All Boys School | Logicality, Prinxiety, Remile, Demus

Dance Pt 3 | Logan.

"I can get my own water this time." Patton said, standing up as well as he could. The alcohol must be kicking in. "Where's the water fountain?" He asked asked. Anxiety pointed to the bathroom, near that was a water fountain. "Thanks Kiddo!" He said before stumbling off.

"This is hilarious. Out of everyone, I thought that Virgil or Roman would be the first to get drunk." Dominic said. He shrugged. "I don't know why." 

I think that's what he said. It didn't process properly. I was just thinking about Patton. It's terrible that he's intoxicated.

But is it so wrong of me to still find that he's adorable? I looked over to Patton. He's looking over at us too. I gave him a small wave and he waved back, before jerking his head down to the water fountain. It seems the water is flowing out of the cup. I smiled a bit.

"Hold the pasta, Logan, are you smiling?" Roman exclaimed. Oh, right, there are others here. Where is the pasta one has to hold, why did he say that? I forced my smile to fall. 

"No, I am not." I said. Anxiety rolled his eyes. 

"Hey, everyone shut up, Patton's coming back." Patton stood next to me.

"The water may filter out the alcohol, but if you would like to speed up the process, you could purge. Just be sure to fill the space." I explained. He sat back in his chair. He put one of his arms around my shoulders.

"The way you talk is memorizing." He said... I stared with wide eyes. I'm sure he didn't... mean to use that tone of voice. That was kind of... seductive.

"I didn't know Patton could use that tone of voice..." Anxiety muttered. "He needs to purge, immediately!" He said. Roman nodded.

"I agree."

"Why is my voice weird?" He asked, with the same innocent curiosity in my voice as usual. I was figuratively frozen. I feel like I could move. "Lo, are you okay?" He asked, putting his hand on my cheek. Warm.

"I..." want to do something I've never wanted to do. I want to kiss you and hold you tight at night to make sure that you're safe. I don't want anyone to ever hurt you ever.

Okay, thank all that it good and holy that I did not finish that sentence.

"I think you killed him, Patton." Dominic said before laughing. Tears collected in Patton's eyes. No, no, I can't be the one to hurt him. But I can't move! I'm frozen with embarrassment and nerves. Patton hugged me around my neck.

"Logan, I didn't mean to kill you." He said, tears dampening my shirt. Andi, Dominic, Anxiety and Roman are laughing. Patton doesn't deserve to be sad, even if it is a drunken sadness. I can do this.

"Pat, you haven't killed me, I was just... surprised by your tone of voice, that's all." I said, trying my best to hug him back. I've never done that before. He hugged me tighter.

"Yay! I'd never forgive myself if you were dead!" He said before pulling away.

Feeling: Unknown. Reason: Patton.

 Anxiety and Roman stood up and each grabbed one of Patton's arms. If they do anything to him, I will hurt them.

"Okay, we're going to go and get you to purge." Roman said, pulling Patton up out of his chair.

"Yeah, come on Patton." Anxiety said, tugging him in the direction of the bathroom. That's probably what is best for him at the moment.

"That's probably a good idea." I said, looking into Patton's sparkling eyes. "Make sure not to hurt yourself, alright?" I said. He nodded with a small smile on his face. "Anxiety, Roman. Don't hurt him." He giggled. Beautiful.

"I think it's sweet you care, Lo." He said, in a tone voice that I didn't quite recognize, as Roman and Anxiety lead Patton to the bathroom.

Andi and Dominic sat near me, one on each side of me.

"Okay, so you're gay?" Andi asked. "Not that I would ever judge. I'm gay too." He said. That is not surprising.

"Hey, me too! Well, pan. But I like guys." Dominic said, looking at Andi. "A lot." Oh. He likes Andi. 

"I've never actually thought about my sexuality before. Most of the time I disregard most interactions that I have with people. But thinking about it now, I believe that gay would be the most appropriate label." Andi giggled. 

"Gay for Patton." Dominic said. They both laughed. "It's totally fine if you like Patton, we're just messing with you. I actually think that you two would be cute together." Dominic excused.

"I would appreciate if you would stop meddling in my life, thank you." I said. 

I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I just know that every time I see Patton, it's all I want to look at. I just want him to be happy. Someone who makes others so happy deserves to be happy. I'm not sure I know the definition of the word, but I know he deserves it. He deserves the world. 

I want to give it to him. 

Virus name: Patton_Hart