Secrets || H.HJ [FINISHED]

열셋~13

... : Nice to meet you I'm Hwang Hyunjin. Please take care of me.

I'm about to fall from my chair. What is he doing here?

Teacher: Alright Hyunjin you can go seat near... Haneul there's a place.

Why from  all the plac-- oh right there isn't any other.

Felix turns toward me to say some joke but decide it's better not to when he sees my dark face. Good decision.

Hyunjin's looking at me until he reaches his desk yet his expression is so indecipherable. I decide not to look at him but straight ahead instead. The teacher begins the lesson so I take out my book to follow when someone pats my shoulder.

Hyunjin: *whisper* Haneul.. I don't have my book can we share?

I hand him my book completely and put my head on the desk to sleep. I can't bring myself to talk nor even look at him in the eyes. Why? Because I'm so embarrassed? I don't even know. 

I try to sleep but I can't. Why the hour looks longer than usually? I also feel Hyunjin stare which makes me uncomfortable. After what seems like an eternity the bell rang. I feel Felix patting my head.

Felix: Hanneuuulll wake up class's oveerrr

I raise my head and stretch.

Me: Imma go to the washroom wait for me at my locker

But when I'm about to go Hyunjin grabs my arm.

Hyunjin: Haneul...I..

Me: Let go of my arm please

Hyunjin: But..

I was going to answer when we were interrupted.

Naeun: Hi Hyunjin nice to meet you I'm Naeun!

She leans over her desk to show her cleavage. Pathetic. All of this disgusts me. I take advantage of his moment of inattention to detach myself from him and scurry on the roof. I can't help but think about him and feels tears of frustration coming down. 

Someone come in the roof.

Felix.

Felix: So will you tell me now what's going on between you and the new student?

He whips my tears gently and give me a big smile.

So I tell him what happened from the beginning.