Poison Ivy

Ivy 11

Rita(RiRi)POV:

I wake up with sore legs. Immediately thoughts of last night fill my head. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I hit my head. I messed up. How could I be so stupid? I look to my left and he is not here. I sigh in relief. Didn't those pills knock him out?

I get up and take a shower. I scrub my whole body, starting with my neck, than my arms and breast. I move in between my legs and scrub. I feel dirty. I feel used and like a user. I used my body to get closer to this man, so I can betray him. I fall to my knees and cry. What have I done? Memories come back like a rash in my head.

His soft lips on my neck, my collarbones, my breast, my stomach, my legs, my second set of lips. His hands, grabbing me, caressing, touching my body, so gentle, yet rough.

I scrub so more, harder, more tears coming out. I slept with a man who is in a relationship, I broke his relationship. Miracle trusted me. It's going to be like I gave her the pill so I could fuck her man. The sweet memories don't stop.

This teeth graze my ear and pull at the ear lobe, and he slowly enters inside me. It hurts, but starts to feel good. He has always made it feel good. He is definitely bigger now. I grab his back, my nails starting to dig his back, as he starts to go faster and harder and rougher. My hands and fingernails are everywhere, his neck, back, hair, arms... scratching and digging.

I switch off the water and step outside the shower. I wrap my hair in a towel and my body. After lotioning my body and putting on some clothes, I clean up the room and change the sheets. I'm definitely not leaving those for Dina or Miracle to find. I take them to the laundry room and head to the kitchen.

The house is deadly quiet. I need to eat something. I'm definitely not in the mood to make breakfast and I promised Li I would. We'll just grab something. I make cereal and sit on the island.

"You good?"

I jump and its Rizzy. I sigh in relief. Thank goodness. I smile. "Hi. Uh- yeah- yeah, I'm good, just thinking." He sits opposite me. "About what?"

"Life. Choices. Just random stuff."

He nods. "Care to share?"

"I just wonder if I made the correct choice- by you know- going to Mexico. By coming back here."

"Here in this house or in NOLA?"

"Both. Don't get me wrong, I missed you guys and all, it's just..." I sigh. "I don't like some of the life choices I've made recently. Some I didn't have a choice, but some I did and-"

"You slept with him."

I quickly look up. "What? No-" He laughs and says. "Listen, he is my homie, I know him and I know how he rolls. You need to be careful. He is in a relationship and I don't know what kind of heaven he promised you, but he isn't going to give it to you while he's still with her. You are smart, don't get hurt ok? You are like a sister to me and I wouldn't like to see you get hurt. And cover up that hickey, before Mira sees it."

I nod. "Thank you, for always being here for me. Can I ask you a question?"

"Shoot."

I sigh. How do I put this without him figuring it out. This man it too intelligent. "So, tell me something. I was watching this movie, right? So there's this guy- I just want your input on this, because I kind of feel like what he did was selfish and at the same time, he was cornered, had no choice- like he met a girl when he had nothing and she had everything. You know these rich girls?"

He nods. I clear my throat. He can't figure this one out. "So she cleaned him up and got him a nice job, you know the works. So few years later they are married and are happy, but a problem arises. He has a son outside their marriage that he or his wife know nothing about. He had the boy before he met his wife. So someone close to him finds out and starts threatening him, that he'll tell his wife about the boy, if he doesn't give him all his wife's money. He's stuck and doesn't know what to do. They also threaten him by saying they'll kill everyone he knows and he'll attend a funeral every week. He has to choose his son or his wife, either way, they could both die."