is this love || bts oneshots

мιn yoongι || нoмe

A/n: Okay but I can imagine Yoongi doing this and I would like for this to happen to me please and thank you. I got this idea at like 3 am one night and woke myself up to jot this idea down so I hope you guys like it <3 (Posted this earlier than I thought I would as an apology for upcoming delays <3) fem! reader

Date Published: May 12, 2020

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"I miss him," you sighed as you looked at your boyfriend's new selca on Twitter.

You loved him more than you loved yourself but sometimes you wished he wasn't as popular. As terrible of a thought it was, it sometimes plagues the back of your mind. You supported him with everything, from his trainee days to the nights he would break down thinking his music wasn't good enough, but you couldn't help but become selfish sometimes. However, you always felt bad immediately after. You knew firsthand how much music meant to Yoongi and you would easily force him to choose it over you any day, you just missed him. But emotions will soon pass as well as time. You knew that after this comeback, he would come back home to your shared apartment and spend as much time as he could with you. You would take the heartache if it meant that he was happy, there was nothing that would change that.

Despite this, you couldn't help but race for your phone as you heard his ringtone. He specifically made it a verse from First Love, saying that you were his first love outside of music. That was years ago but you didn't have the heart to change the ringtone, not when you knew how much the song meant to him and when your heart fluttered at the thought of his explanation. You've become so infatuated with the man you met by accident years ago; if only the past you knew how much of an effect he would have on your life. The members, especially Jimin, liked to say that you two are soulmates, even going as far as to say that in your next life, you'll find each other. Even with how farfetched the idea was, both you and Yoongi smiled. If Namjoon was right about everyone having a galaxy inside of them, Yoongi was sure that your stars and his aligned.

"Yah! Be quiet, I'm trying to call Y/n," you heard Yoongi as he popped onto your screen.

You couldn't help but laugh as you saw a jokingly angry expression on his face as he yelled at the members, who were offscreen. Yoongi heard your laughter and quickly turned to face you, a smile coming onto his face.

"Hey Jagi," Yoongi smiled at you, "How are you?"

You rolled your eyes at his concern for you, seeing sweat dripping down his forehead, "Don't ask about me, how are you? Have you eaten well, have all of you eat well?"

"We're taking care of ourselves Noona," you hear Jungkook's voice, albeit it was faint.

You laughed as you looked at Yoongi, the male currently scolding his members for listening in on his conversation with you. Of course, you didn't mind. You watched these boys grow just as you watched Yoongi grow, developing a familial bond with them.

"Yoongi," you laughed at the male, him finally finishing scolding the members, "Did you call me just to scold them?"

He rolled his eyes at you before pulling his phone closer, allowing you to see your boyfriend's face much closer, "No, I called cause I missed you."

Your heart swelled as you heard his words. Your conversation went smoothly after, the members only interrupting once in a while. Both you and Yoongi admitted how badly you missed one another after not being able to see each other for nearly 3 weeks. At first, Yoongi would come back to visit you but you stopped him, noticing how tired he would be. It's better for him to stay at the dorms with his members than it was to stay with you, at least for right now. That didn't stop you two from calling whenever you could, although that became less frequent as the comeback drew nearer.

However, that was the last thing you and Yoongi were concerned about as you two spoke to each other. You two talked about anything and everything, making it as if there was no distance between you two. If home truly is where the heart is, then your home was still with Yoongi and his home was still with you. As long as you two kept each other in your hearts, the distance didn't matter as you both we're already home. That didn't make it easy though, especially when your conversations would get cut short, like today. Every time you saw his manager enter, you knew what it meant, and having him currently talk to Yoongi already proved your point.

"I have to go Y/n," Yoongi turned away from his manager and sent you a finger heart, "I love you."

"I love-," the call ended before you could finish.

You put your phone down on your nightstand as you curled turned away from it. You weren't upset, you just missed him. It was a feeling of longing that picked and prodded at your heart, but you weren't new to this. You and Yoongi have dealt with this before and you will do it again, over and over if it ensured his happiness. So once again, you fell asleep alone on a bed that was meant for two.

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"Of course you're asleep," Yoongi sighed as he got into bed and wrapped his arms around you, causing you to stir in your sleep.

"Hmm," you groaned as you slowly opened your eyes, not expecting to see your boyfriend, "Yoongi?"

You became excited and instantly forgot about sleep's embrace. Yoongi chuckled as he saw your reaction, glad to be spending time with you.

"What are you doing here," you asked as you snuggled closer to him, missing his warmth, "I thought your schedule was busier."

"I have the weekend off," he smiled at you and pulled you closer.

The way your eyes lit up was indescribable, but they made Yoongi's heart do flips. He missed you just as much as you missed him, maybe even more. Despite the joy on your face, he could detect confusion. That was only natural as he randomly showed up and told you he had days off, which were rare during comebacks, especially with how much of a following they now had.

You pulled away for a second as you looked at your boyfriend suspiciously, "You didn't threaten Namjoon about Expensive Girl did you? Or tell Bang PD that you would shave his hair off?"

"That was one time," Yoongi sighed as he raked a hand through his hair.

"The fact that it was one time says a lot," you laughed as a blush came onto his cheeks.

"It's not my fault that I missed you," he defended, "But I got the days off without threatening anyone this time."

You tried to subtly yawn as your tiredness soon came back, "Then how?"

"You noticed how I just got really busy this week and could barely call, right," Yoongi asked as you nodded, "I was working on the choreography alone. I wanted to get ahead so I can spend this time with you, even if it hurt to not hear your voice every day. I know I was distant but I couldn't wait to spend time with you."

"It doesn't matter, I have you now," you smiled before pecking him on the lips, "But I'm tired so goodnight. I love you."

Yoongi just chuckled before pulling you closer, placing a kiss atop your head, "Goodnight Y/n. I love you too."

The previously cold bed was now filled with warmth as the two of you pulled each other close, eliminating any space in-between. The nights of longing didn't matter anymore, nor did the lost time. The countless nights you two would lie awake, looking at the moon as a reminder that you two were still under the same sky weren't important. All the time you both could've spent together just made the moment he returned better. None of the heartache from before mattered because you were both home, both mentally and physically, and it couldn't have felt better.