A/N: This is part 5! If you haven't already read the previous parts, then I strongly suggest you get caught up! Happy reading!
I lie across my couch in silence, wrapped up in my favorite blanket as I have a million thoughts running through my head. It was quiet, and not even a single sound can be heard from the outside and inside of my trailer. The only thing keeping me from hearing loud things were my thoughts. Still laying down, I stare blankly at the ceiling in my trailer. I quickly then get lost in my own thoughts when I keep repeating "Why me?" And "Why now?" Over and over and over again making myself feel confused, sad, and upset. A sudden knock appears from my door that brings me back into reality, leaving my thoughts.
"Come in!" I say not moving from my spot. The door bursts open and Naomi comes in from the other side of the door. "I got your text! I came here as fast as I could! What's wrong?" Naomi asks closing the door behind her. She finds me laying lifeless on the couch and walks over to sit on the love seat next to the couch. "I'm in big trouble." I say continuing to look up at the ceiling. Naomi raises her eyebrows. "What did you do?" She asks as she sits, crossing her legs. "I have no idea." I tell her. "Well love I can't help you unless you tell me what's wrong." She says. I shake my head, picturing Mena and Nicky's face in my head. I groan, rubbing my face as I sit up. I want to cry, and explain Naomi everything, but part of me just doesn't want to. "I don't know what to do. I'm so confused and I just want to leave and never come back." I tell her. I realize Naomi is here for a reason. To help me and give me advice. I need to tell her.
"Something is wrong. What is it?" Naomi asks growing more concerned. I take in a deep breath. "It's a guy problem." I blurt out. Her facial expression releases into a more relaxed face. "Oh." "Well- two guys" I add. "Oh" she says again sitting straighter as her facial expression returned to a concerned look. "I need your help Nay. You're the only one who might understand." I tell her. She nods. "I trust you, you trust me. We're friends. Now what happened. Of course I can help you. You can tell me anything." She tells me. I sigh again. Here it goes.
"So there's this guy. I like him, I and found out he likes me." I say. Naomi smiles. "Okay." She says. "He asked me out." I add. She grins. "And what did you say?" I shook my head. "Nothing I didn't get to give him an answer." I say. Her eyes widened. "What?! Nothing?!" "Because apparently this other guy who I'm really close with still has feelings for me. He asked me out as well." I say having a blank facial expression on me. "And I don't know what to do because we all had a moment where the two guys were fighting and then I got upset- it all went bad." I say scrunching my face in agony. "Woah. Well I wasn't expecting this." Naomi says. I nod. "So who's the second guy who still has feelings for you?" She asks. I raised an eyebrow. "Wait. You're asking about the second guy? Usually the first guy is asked. You know, asked on who he is?"
I say confused. "Well uh-I kinda already know who the first guy is." She says. I gasp, standing up from the couch. "You know who it is?!" I ask. She smiles sheepishly. "Yeah. Uh- Mena told me he liked you." She says. My heart beats faster. "What?! Naomi!"
"I'm sorry! I should've told you but I promised Mena I wouldn't tell you. He was so happy he finally got to ask you out. He's liked you from the start! Ever since you got here it was Y/N this, or, Y/N that. He's crazy about you." She says. "Unbelievable." I say plopping myself back down on the couch. "Well?! Who's the second guy?" She asks. I burry my head in my hands. "Nicky." I tell her. She gasps and stands up. "Shut up! Nicky Anderson?!" She says loudly. I quickly shush her and stand up once again, as we both stand face to face. "He asked you out?" She whispered lowering her tone. I nod. "Wait! You two were a thing? And he still has feelings for you?! Holy shit!" She says. "Girl look at you. You're winning. You got the two hottest men from the set on their knees for you just like that." She says snapping her fingers. I smile at her comment. "Yes, yes, okay I get it." I say. "The point is. I'm confused. Mad. upset! I'm supposed to pick who I want to be with and go out! Why me? Why now?! What do I do?" I ask. "Hold up. I'm still processing that you and Nicky were a thing." Naomi says. I sighed. "Let me fill you in." I say.
