Love is not easy

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Author POV - 7 Months Later -

Days were followed by weeks and weeks becomes months, the passion disseaper and the daily life take its place, Jungkook and the boys are growing bigger and the baby started moving and making his presence known.

This little monster should have bought the couple closer to each other but sadly, with the stress of work and the engagement,  a part of each of them is regretting that.

Jungkook become distand and he is always stressed. Talking with him did not help a lot, they say comunication is the key but it's not a magic key, it can not open all doors and especially when Jungkook is the one who shut himself behind this door.

A few days ago, Rina went back from her control with her doctor, the weeky control that she was used to have Jungkook going there with her but because of his tight schedule he was not able to make it for the last  2 months, it started with excuses or being late and end up with even forgetting the date.

As soon as Rina walked inside of the company to visit the boys, she left work a month ago when she hit her 6 months of pregnancy.

She greeted the staff she met before heading to the practice room from the glass door she could see the maknae line dancing and she did not want to interrupt, she decided to just head to Namjoon's studio. To say the least, during this period they got closer, they become best friends, He was her escape when she could not hold her tears and hormones anymore and she was his confident when being a leader and an Idol is not longer supportable.

She knocked on his door and after a few seconds he greeted her with a big hug without forgetting to caress her appearant belly "Are you free?" She asked following him inside. 

"Always for you" he smiled to her taking back his place behind the computer while she occupied the small couch.

"How is it going with the new album?" she curiously asked.

"I think it will be done sooner than expected but let's avoid work, what did the doctor say ? how is he ?"

"Even you, you remember" she mumbled more to herself than to him but he catched it and he just moved sitting next to her

"Rina, you know how much he loves you and he cares about you and I understand you need attention but you know with the album, the tour, the stress .."

"I understand joon-ah, more than anyone in this worldl you know how much I support him and all of you , but I am   not asking for too much, Just how was your day? when we meet rather then yelling about his charger that he can not find or about his camera that broke the second I walked inside of the room, sometimes I feel he regret and I am afraid... I am a human and I can't anymore."

"We talked about that Rina and I promised you that you will never be alone even if Jungkook is not there for you, you have us and we are here"

"This baby is lucky he have the greatest uncles ever" 

While they were still chatting, Jungkook walked in, since she already left him a text informing that she will be here.

"Why are you here? I am sorry hyung if she bothered you" Rina glared at Jungkook, She knows how much he doesn't want to bother his hyungs but too much is too much .

"Jungkook what are you talking about? I invited her in" Jungkook Just nodded to RM statement before holding Rina's arm and pulling her up.

She stood up walking to the door after giving a slight nod to Namjoon and Jungkook   was guiding her outside, he was holding her arm too strongly that it started to cause pain, "Jungkook  it hurts" she exclaimed tearing her arm from his hold.

"Why are you here?" he asked after checking no one was in the ally.

"is that everything you got to say ?"

"Rina, you know how busy we are, let's not have a fight now"

"Jungkook I wish we could still fight because I am fed up of you either ignoring me or yelling at me, For the last week, this is the longest conversation we had, where you could just listen, is it so hard to say how are you ? how is the baby ? .."  she was batteling back tears, she was holding her self.

"I am sorry, Rina" he stated but what sorry can solve ? 

"I've been hearing that for, what? 2 or 3 months now? do you even remember the last time you just hugged me, and you know I don't ask for too much, I can understand you are busy and I am aware of your love to your job. But 5 minutes will not kill you, you find time to go for a drink for godsake but not me? even Yoongi, the one who never leaves his studio he can find time to text me when my own husband is unable to do it." she stared at him but after a few minutes she gave up and walked away knowing that there is nothing to do, at least for now.

Jungkook did not utter a word and he knew she was right. he can not blame her and he can not tell her anything because at the end he was fully aware about that. He was holding everything for himself, he always do that and even if the members talk to him, he still find it hard to lean on someone while he is always there for people, he could not allow himself that and that's because of one Trauma he lived while he was younger.

Before their debut, there was a girl with whom Jungkook was in love, he gave her everything, at a young age she was his most precious thing, for him she was closer than his own parents, he loved her more than he could ever love himself but as easily as changing clothes, she played him and his friend, she was dating him and she was dating Jimin. and no one knew, how she did that he still can not understand ? and until today, his trust in female was broken and turned into pieces. With Rina, he was able to build it again, he can see how she only have eyes for him, he can see how much she cared and looked at him but at some points he even felt afraid that the baby will take away all her attention. So he started to act this way. he did not want to hurt her  and he knows he loves her and he will give her the world if she asks but at the same time sharing his trouble, especially when he is just jealous of his own baby which is ridiculous and he can't accept it.

What Jungkook is the most afraid of is being left alone? Scary but if he doesn't share that what's going to happen and he needs to tell her everything and to try to make up for everything he did.

What Jungkook is the most afraid of is being left alone? Scary but if he doesn't share that what's going to happen and he needs to tell her everything and to try to make up for everything he did

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AN// 

Hope this chapter will satisfy you all 

More exciting things are on their way / Love you guys <3 XOXO and take care of yourself 

Because without you I will not be able to go this far  THANK YOU 



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