Words are not enough

11.

Arianas Pov.

„Aiden?!" I screamed as I saw the blood in the water. I ran straight into the sea while Victoria tried to pulled him onto the sand.
„Aiden look at me please" I begged as i put my hand on his cheek. As I looked over his body I noticed a wound on his stomach. Somebody shot at him.
„Please call the emergency!"
Courtney pulled me back as Victoria tried to bring him back to awareness.
„Don't touch me!" My voice cracked down because of crying.
I sat down onto the floor. Courtney called the emergency which has to be here in 10 minutes.
„Aiden please don't do that, please don't leave me." i begged as I placed a kiss on his forehead.

Courtney pulled me a second time back because the paramedics ran straight to him.
„What happened?"
„We were in the water playing with the ball when I heard shot and then he started to drown. His girlfriend noticed the wound on the stomach." Victoria explained to the paramedic.

Courtney took me to the chair and tried to calm me down but it didn't work. I can't loose him.
„It's gonna be okay Ariana please be strong" she said while she pulled me into a strong hug.
„He's gonna make this I promise."
Suddenly everything went black when I remembered that he would be gone like Mac.

-

„Mrs Grande?" I heard a unknown voice speaking.
„Mrs Grande are you awake?"
I sat up quick rubbing my eyes seeing a unknown room.
„W-Where am I?" I muttered.
„You're in hospital Mrs Grande, how'd you feel?" he kept asking.
„I'm oka—." Then I suddenly remembered. Aiden.
„Where is he? Please tell me where is Aiden!" I screamed.
„Please calm down Mrs Grande, your boyfriend is in the operation room. They have to remove the bullet of his stomach." he explained.
„Is he gonna be okay" I questioned concerned.
„We will do everything to save him Mrs Grande. We can't say anything at the moment but we'll inform you as soon as we can." he declared another time.
„Where are my friends?"
„They're waiting outside for you. Do you feel okay Mrs Grande? Be honest with us." the doctor answered.
„I am really okay. Please let me out."

I stood up as I went out of the room where I saw Courtney sitting. I immediately pulled her into a hug. I felt tears rolling down my eyes.
„It's okay don't be afraid." she said when I noticed she was crying too.
„W-where's Victoria?" I asked.
„She needs to go to the police station. She has to tell them everything she saw and every detail. When she finish's, she's gonna into the hospital again."

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We're sitting on the chair for like 4 hours when suddenly a doctor came out. I stood up and went to him.
„Are you Mrs Grande, his girlfriend?" he asked.
I nodded as I gave him a worried gaze.
„Mr Brooks survived the operation. He's on recovery now but we still have to keep him in the hospital."
I breathed out when he led me into his room.
„He's still sleeping but he should wake up in 10 minutes" the doctor told me when he went out the room.

I had to cry because I couldn't see him like that. I really can't imagine a live without him.

-

After an hour Aiden and I were sitting on the bed together watching some Netflix. He felt better but I still was very worried about him.

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[A/N: I don't wanna make this ‚hospital Story' so long because there's gonna be so much more drama. The fact is Aiden survived, he's okay now and yeah they're since 2 months a couple]

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*two months passed*

„We gotta go!" I heard him yelling. I put on my tigh high heels as I sprinted out into our car.
„Did you take the envelope?" he asked as I sat down and settled my belt and nodded.
We drove off into the church where Victoria is going to marry in a few minutes.
We sat down next to each other and waited for her. I'm really happy for her, Vic deserves so much in her life. She's a person with a big heart and I'm really happy for her. She met her soon-husband when she made her house. One day she said that her television didn't work so she called a craftsman and yeah that was Will. She fell so hard in love and now they're gonna marry. Everyone looked at the moment at Victoria who came in, in a white beautiful dress. I was so happy that I cried. I mean really she helped me so many times and she's just like my sister.

After the wedding in the church, the guests drove into a big hall to celebrate it. We danced, drunk and laugh all the time. I really enjoyed the time with Aiden and my friends.

When we got back it was 6:00 AM and we lay down.
„Baby?" I asked sleepy.
„Yeah?"
„Do you think, one day we're gonna to have a wedding like that?" I asked him while playing with his tie.
„I promise, ours will be like a dream." he replied as I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

When I woke up I made some food. I couldn't call it breakfast because it was 10:55  PM so yeah. Our relationship in these two months showed strength. We stuck together and showed ripe. We didn't even touch once, I mean we never had sex or something like that. It isn't that bad for me because I respect his decisions. To be honest, sometimes I just feel useless, less attractive. Some things like that. I will give him time but as a woman you're gonna feel you useless. You're gonna think you're not sexy enough. I don't know if he thinks like that. Yeah I'm not the hottest woman here but I love him and that's the point. I want him and I know that he's the right one. He's hot, he gets me of my mind but did I exactly do that to him? Maybe I didn't. I don't want to ask him because it's a little bit embarrassing. I just want him to know that he can told me when he really just doesn't want it. Anyway I'm not gonna keep thinking about this. I started to eat as I heard footsteps coming down. Arms wrapped around my shoulder while I chuckled. I immediately turned around to kiss him.
„Good morning baby" I mumbled, looking into his beautiful eyes.
„Good morning babe" he replied and took a bite of his pancake.
„Baby I need to ask you something."
He nodded as a ‚go ahead' and I took his hand.
„Am I sexy?" I asked. I really didn't want to ask but I have to. I want to know it.
„Yes why do you ask?" he replied.
„Because we didn't have sex, not even once and that's why I think that I'm not sexy enough" I said self-critical.
„Don't think like that Ariana you know that—" he spoke as I cut him off.
„Oh really? How much time do you need? In some things really, to be honest Pete was better. At least he fucked me and don't let me wait" I yelled when I realizing what I said. He looked at me, chewing his food. I didn't want to say something like that but Courtney told me before an hour that she and some other guy fucked around. I didn't know why I said something like that.
„I-I'm sorry ba—" I tried to apologize.
„Fine." he cut me off and stood up.
„Where are you going?" I questioned as he put on his shoes.
„Just let me in peace for now Ariana. I'm sorry okay? I'm so sorry that I didn't fuck you like Pete." he added as I stood in the front of him.
„Please don't go I'm so sorry I didn't meant it like that I swear." I apologized.
„Oh really? How did you mean it Ariana? You compare me with your ex. I tell you how beautiful you are as a person. How much love you show me. I didn't care about your body and about sex and anything about that. I love you! I know that one we're gonna have it. Thank you for saying something like that." he said and took his jacket, walked out trough the door. I was so angry that I took a vase and threw it onto the floor. I put my head in my hands as I started to cry. How stupid am I? I'm really so fucking sorry.

I tried to call him a couple of times but he didn't took off. Then I decided to text him and he finally texted back.

iMessage

I sat down onto the bed and turned off the tv trying to cheer me up. But I couldn't. It was really bad what I did. He didn't do anything I was the dumb one.
Finally I fell asleep to forget the day.

[A/N: NICE DRAMA IS COMING BUT THERE WILL BE ROMANTIC TOO. I'm sorry if my story's aren't that good :/ working on it:>
CHEERS GRANDMA🍷]