Words are not enough

15.

Aiden

When I woke up I went into the bathroom taking a shower which I enjoyed. I put on some clothes and walked in the kitchen where my sister and my mother were eating the breakfast.
„Morning" I mumbled with a grin in my face.
„What happened to you?" my sister asked and I replied with a smile. She shrugged and finished her breakfast. When I finished too I put my plate to the sink and took my jacket.
„Ima be home later" I said and went trough our front door.

When I walked out, I thought about what I can buy her. I sat down my car and drove into the Tiffany store where I bought her a necklace with our names. I know maybe she didn't want it but I want her to see, how sorry I am. I texted Courtney hoping she wants to help me.

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I drove home and changed my clothes into a white shirt and black jeans. I put on my louboutins and drove off to the cottage where I prepared the food which I bought from Starbucks and McDonalds.
It was 8:33 PM and I was sitting on the chair thinking about what I'm gonna tell her. My hands were shaking as I tried to pick up my phone.
Courtney texted me that she's here in 5 minutes. She puts Ariana a blindfold on so she didn't know where she was. I went out and saw Courtney leading Ariana to me. I started to shake again. She gave her hand in mine as she gave me a mad gaze.
„Who's this Courtney?" she asked and my heart started to beat faster. Slowly I led her inside and sat her down the chair.
„Am I supposed to take off this fucking thing? Courtney?"
Then she did it. She took off her blindfold and looked around. When she turned around her eyes caught immediately mine and her mouth opened wide. I was standing in front of her looking into her face.
„I—I know you're surprised—and maybe you don't want an apologize but listen to me. I know I didn't want to listen to you when you told me but I know that this was the biggest mistake I could do. I want to—say that I'm sorry for being such an idiot. I'm sorry for letting you alone. I'm sorry for lying to you. I didn't have a girlfriend. I lied when I said that I didn't care about you. I love you and I can't forget you. You are the woman I love and I want."
Her eyes opened widely as I swallowed. For a minute we were just looking at each other.
„How dare you?" she yelled.
„How could you force Courtney to bring me to this place?" she yelled and my gaze disappeared into a sadly one. She walked towards me and startet to push me back.
„You broke me! You fucking ruined my life. I love you and I can't live with you but you fucked me! I can't get you off my mind!" she yelled and pushed me back. I took her arms and pulled her closer to me.
„And I could kill myself for the feeling I gave you."
She looked deep into my eyes, realizing my tears.
„I'm so fucking sorry for everything. You're the woman I want. Nobody else, just you. I wanna give us a try. I swear to god I'm—we're gonna try to understand each other okay. I love you Ariana."
She looked still into my eyes and smiled a little bit.
„Would you please—be me my girlfriend?" I asked as she smiled and nodded. Slowly I pulled her closer to me and felt her breath. Our lips connected when she put her hand on my neck pulling me against her. I felt butterflies in my stomach. Words weren't enough to describe millions of feelings in my head.
„I love you so much" she replied when we stopped kissing. I led her into the bedroom when I pushed her carefully onto the bed. I lay on top of her starting to kiss jee passionately.

„Let's eat something" I suggest after making out with her. We went outside where I prepared some food for us on the blanket on the sand.
„You know—I tried to forget about you, about us but I just can't like you're every single second in my head. I have to think about you every day." she said while stuffing some fries in her mouth. I looked deep into her eyes.
„And I need to apologize for my reaction. I compared you with Pete—I'm so fucking sorry for that." I saw tears in her eyes wiping them out.
„We both are sorry, but the main is that we have both of us again. We're happy after these fucking 5 months. I can imagine everything with you, you're gonna be my wife and a perfect mum. You're my everything." I tried to explain and looking still into her eyes. She put her hand on my cheek pulling me closer to her. Our lips were so close to each other that we could noticed the each other's breath. I closed my eyes pushing my lips against hers again. Her hand wandered to my neck and I noticed her other hand on my chest. I leaned back as she got on the top of me. Our kiss suddenly got hotter when I suddenly felt my hands on her hips. She moaned at the moment as I squeezed her ass slightly.

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[A/N: it's Short but I'm gonna post another one :} cheers cheers grandma 🍷✌🏼]