Words are not enough

2.

Arianas Pov.

„Look Ariana, we—can't be friends" he mumbled.
I kind of got shocked because we didn't no good but we got along well.
„Did I do—something wrong?" I questioned a little bit disappointed.
„No! You really didn't! It's because of me Ariana I swear. Don't think that you're not ‚good enough' it isn't something like that I swear to god."
„Well—I just thought that we could be friends. You were one of these persons who didn't see my money or my popularity. And there aren't many of them." I replied as my eyes went down to the ground.
„Ariana I'm—."
„What's the reason?" I cut him off.
„I—I—." he stuttered while I was starring at him.
„Yeah you?" I said calloused.
„I—have got a girlfriend." he muttered ashamed.
I was looking at him with my eyes wide opening and I didn't even know why this hurt a little bit.
„Look I'm sorry I didn't tell you, and yeah I invited you into the In n Out restaurant. I don't know why but we can't be friends. No offense."
„No it's—it's okay I'll go home okay?" I replied as I got into my car again.
„Ariana" I heard him saying a little bit louder so I could hear it in the car. I opened the windows as he came closer.
„Please don't be sad okay—."
„It's okay!" I cut off.

I drove home to get some sleep. I didn't know why I was sad. I mean I really didn't know him that much but he was such a friendly guy to me. Actually he asked me if he could help me. I didn't do anything. But he's loyal. He had a girlfriend and he's happy with her. I really granted him to be happy. When I arrived home I went in and took of my shoes in the hall. I threw my keys onto the windowsill.

„I'm home again" I yelled.
„I'm in the kitchen."
I went straight into the kitchen looking at Courtney's face which was full witch whipped cream.
„Girl what did you do?" I asked while smirking at her.
„Listen good! Scootie came and brought me some ‚cake'. It wasn't a cake. It was a fucking ballon which I tried to cut into pieces. But what happened? The fucking fucked ballon exploded." she explained as I got a laugh-flash.

After we both calmed down and took a shower we sat down into the living room.
„So you wanted to tell me about something" she reminded me.
„Yeah but actually I don't want to talk about that."
„Come on" she tried to persuade me.
„Look, I couldn't park my car today at the studio."
„Why is your car broken?" she asked curiously.
„Omg just listen! You know I'm not good at parking! The point is, a boy asked me to park my car. I immediately said yes because there couldn't park another car. Then I found out that signed at James management too so we are at the label. After our practices' he asked me to get something to eat at In N Out. Everything was fine we talked to each other. He said really ‚cute' things. I mean he know me like, he know me as a celebrity and as a singer. But he treated me different. He treated me like a normal person what makes him interesting. To come to the point when Brian, Scott and Tiley were here I went out because he wanted to talk. I mean I got a strange feeling because I don't know I just had it."
„And what did he want?" Courtney asked curiously.
„He said that we can't be friends, he said that he's got a girlfriend."
„What a piece of shit" Courtney said while she raised her eyebrow.
„I didn't know what to say. I just drove off. I really didn't know him that good. But that what he said—that means something special to woman like me you know? I thought we could be friends like, talking about everything. Helping each other and so on. Make some party. I just didn't get it why he invited me into the In N Out."
„Try to forget it, there are many other boys who were more perfect like him okay? There's the right one for you too." she said while kissing my forehead. She stood up and made some popcorn in the kitchen.
I was checking my Instagram as I suddenly saw a post from Aiden.