Words are not enough

20.

Aiden

I was talking with my sister even though I was tired. I hated phone conversations with her because she just talked about what's going on at home. Alec sold drugs and my mother found it out so yeah. I didn't want to say anything to that because I'm not in a good relationship with my brother. He was always jealous and it fucked up. But actually he's still like that.

„And then mum threw him out of house."
„What should I do? It's his fault I'm sorry for mum that she had to go trough this fucking shit. Anyway Ima come over tomorrow." I said as I hung up.

Ariana

I walked over to her, first I looked at the couch as I saw the big blood stain. Immediately I looked at Courtney and noticed the big blood spot on her sweatpants.
„What happened?" I asked worried taking her in my arm.
„I don't know I just-I just was sleeping a-and I f-felt so weird, I-I wanted to wake you and—." she stuttered as I took my phone out. I called the ambulance which came 10 minutes afterwards.
I led them to Courtney who was laying on the sofa and puked again.
„What happened?" a paramedic asked me.
„She puked like every day several times, and now she startet to bleed out of but she hasn't got her period."
„I need your name because you called us." he said.
„Ariana Grande, we live together in this house."
„Okay Mrs.Grande I suppose you want to come with her?" I nodded and he led me into the ambulance.

When we arrived the hospital, the paramedics took her to a room for a x-ray and some other investigations. I was sitting in the waiting and I was so fucking worried. I hope it's not something serious. I took my phone when I saw a message from Aiden.

iMessage

„Mrs Grande? You're allowed to enter the room" a doctor said and I took my bag walking into the room.
„What's going on do you know something?" I asked the doctor crossing my arms.
„We didn't know yet, we'll get the results in two hours." I nodded and sat down on a chair watching to Courtney who was sleeping.
„We gave her some sedatives because she was her upset." After a few minutes he went out, I was on my phone when I noticed that Courtney woke up.
„Good morning" I said with a small smile.
„How do you feel?" She looked around and I knew she was afraid. She hated hospital since she was a kid.
„Don't be afraid I'm here with you and the doctors here will help you I promise" I mumbled.
It was 5 am by now and the doctor didn't came yet what made me nervous. Courtney and I talked, laughed even though it's a fucking fuck situation.

„Good morning." Both of us looked to the door where the doctor came in. I stood up and walked over to him.
„And what's with her?" I asked tensed and he put his hand on my shoulder.
„No need to worry Mrs Grande."
I sat down again and starred at him while he was checking the list.
„Mrs Chipolone congratulations you're expecting a baby." he said and I felt goosebumps all over my body.
„W-What?" Courtney mumbled and I couldn't say anything to calm her down.
„Yes, you're gonna have a ultrasonic in 10 minutes." He went out and I was still wordless like Courtney.
I just heard her quit crying. When I felt ready to speak a word with her, the gynecologist came in to make the ultrasonic.

„Mrs Chipolone, I'm Dr Jackson. Congratulations to your pregnancy." she spoke but Courtney didn't react.
„What is with her?" She looked at me and I couldn't speak but I had to.
„I-I think she's just kind of in shock because it happens suddenly." I tried to explain.

When she startet the investigation, I felt a little bit better. It's not a worse thing I was just so shocked because I couldn't imagine that something like that would happen now.
„You're in the 1 month Mrs. Chipolone, your baby is doing Great for now. Pay attention to healthy food and take care of you." she explained and left the room.

I sat down next to Courtney's bed, taking her hand and looking at her.
„Court? Are you okay?" I asked.
„I know it happened suddenly but I'm here and I'm gonna help you. I swear I'm gonna be with you and I'm gonna help you as much as I can."
She looked up to me and I tried to give a weak smile.
„I-can't" her voice cracked because of crying.
„Don't cry you're gonna make this. You're gonna be a perfect mother. Imagine, you and your little baby and Ron, a happy family."
„I can't do that I'm still young." she cried and I felt so weak. I didn't know how to help her because I was in the same shook as she.
„Please let me alone Ariana." she begged.
„Courtney don't do that you know I'm gonna be by your side. Don't beg me to go away or to fuck off because you wanna be alone."
„Please go away I need my rest." she pleaded. I didn't want her to get stressed because of the baby so that's why I got out of the room.

[A/N: a short chapter the next one is coming🍷]