One day I will marry you

Chapter 18

Emily's POV
I was lying on my bed when I received this text from him like couple minutes ago and I can't stop thinking about it from then. I am overthinking a lot but it's only because I am not okay with this thing. I don't even know if I should be reacting on it the way I really feel it or just let it be normal conversation.
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Aron- You there?
He texted again, I have told him that I will be back in few minutes but I just can't stop thinking about it and I am so confused. I don't even know what am I gonna answer. Why don't I just tell him that I am busy right now and take some time off to figure things out in my mind first. I opened his conversation and typed.
Emily - Actually my mom is calling me for something so I will talk to you later, okay?

Aron- Okay.

I kept my phone down and was looking at the screenshots he sent me few minutes ago. There is this girl named Violet. I had no idea about who is she at all. All that I know that back then when I used to stalk him on Facebook I saw her  sometimes in his pics with the other boys of his neighbourhood and I was kinda suspicious about who is she but then I totally forgot about her since we came in relationship and one day when he was sending me pictures of him in his new white shirt. In the same following day he kept on all those pictures collage on his display picture on Whatsapp and the watermark on it contained the same name which technically means he was sending pictures to her as well but I remember he told me she was like a sister to him so I never bothered about it. And today this happened, where he sent me this screenshot of their conversation to just let me know. So here was the conversation,

Violet- Hey Aron.
Aron- Hey.
Violet- I wanted to actually tell you something from so long but I never got the chance to.
Aron- Speak up.
Violet- I like you.
Aron- You know right that I have a girlfriend and I love her so much and staying forever committed to her.
Violet- Yes I know, I just wanted to let you know. :)
Aron- It's okay.
Violet- Also I don't want any boyfriend now and just want to be alone.
Aron- You can talk to me, I am here.
Violet- Yes, thank you. :)
Violet- I am going back tomorrow.
Aron- Okay.
Violet- Yes, will focus on my studies now.
Aron - That's good. Well gtg. Bye
Violet- Bye.

Every time I am reading this conversation I feel like throwing my phone. I don't like this girl, who the hell proposes the boy who considers her like his sister. I always have this vibe from her that she holds something more in Aron's past like I really want to know that what else she has done when I wasn't there. I know I shouldn't be thinking about his past but still at first time also I got this sense in my mind that she likes him and today she confessed it as well. And by the way she is not at all how she is portraying herself to be. I may not know her personally but I have gathered much information about her by now. I am more disappointed by Aron right now. Why does he have to say that he is there for her, like why!?
Knowing that she likes him, being there for her only means that she gonna try more onto him like she has been doing from past years. He should have just cut her off instead of still talking to her but in all these I am still not sure about anything that I was feeling, if they are right or wrong but I am so hurt for sure. I lied on my bed and I just started to doubt everything over again and tears started to roll down one after another but soon I fell asleep after I texted Aron that I was tired and going to sleep. When it's about those conversations he sent me I reacted so normal on those and said that it's okay( when it was really not) also that I am happy he isn't keeping any secrets( I really was and happy for it) but whatever.

Next morning when I woke up and went to school I went silently and sat on my bench but Skylar sensed that something was wrong so before I could say it to her she called me outside and took me to Girl's restroom as it was the only place where all the problems are shared. I know that it is so weird but we have this place which is near the girls restroom from where you can look outside to the view of the school and the main gate and feel relaxed that no teacher gonna come anytime sooner at least.

Skylar- What happend? You seem to be off.
Emily - There is thing that happened yesterday and I am not sure about it.
And then I told her about everything that has happened with all the details.
Skylar- You know what, like I know he is wrong  somewhere but the good thing is that he told you about it even though he could have not and plus if you have problem with some particular thing in that conversation then you should tell him without having a second thought. It is necessary to be open in love and share all your thoughts and misunderstandings.
Emily- Yes, you are right.
We then went back to the class and sat on our bench.  The day went well but I couldn't be normal to Aron until I talk to him. I am not doing that in person in front of all these people so I am waiting to go back home and text him about what I really felt. Soon after the last period came and I went back home. After I took bath and ate my lunch I directly went to text him.
Emily - You had your lunch?
Aron- Yes I did. What about you?
Emily- Yes, me too.
Aron- What were you doing?
Emily- I was just thinking about something.
Aron- What is that baby?
Emily - You remember that conversation you sent me yesterday? Yes of course you do. Well that girl Violet. I am happy that you told me about all those but I wasn't okay with the thing when she told you that she wanted to be alone you said that you are there for her knowing that she likes you and has been trying on you as well. Was that okay to do that? So would it be okay to you too if I talk to people who likes me that way and be there for them? I just wanted to know this.
Aron- No baby, not at all. It isn't that way you are thinking it to be. Like yes I know that I told her that but it was just for saying. Else I have been ignoring her from a really long time and you know it that I always thought of her as my sister and each and every person knows that but she still do so. I am sorry for that like really so sorry babygirl.
Emily - it's okay.I just wanted to let you know what I felt. Now I feel relaxed.
Aron- I am always being with you. Anything you feel is wrong, tell me that moment it self. I love you so much.
Emily -I love you too.
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