Rescue me from the darkness

Chapter 9 - Lies

Tokoyami's POV

It's heart breaking to look back on my life. To see all of the opportunities that I could have taken to stop what happened. 

I continue to walk until another window appears. This one slightly different. I'm not in it. Only Shoji, Kuraim and Hagakure?! Why is she there? Isn't she in jail.

"Hey Hagakure. I'm glad I got you out jail. I'm here to tell you something." Shoji says as the scene plays. Why did he break her out? What is happening.

"W-What is it Shoji." That whore says.

"Well, now that bird headed freak is gone. I was wondering if you would like to be my girlfriend?" He says getting closer to her. My beak drops and tears pour out my eyes.

"No. No! This isn't true. Please tell me it isn't true." I sob to myself.

I look back at the window to see them making out. In the background Kuraim is laughing and clapping.

My own brother too?

I quickly move on. Trying to forget what I had just seen.

I walk by another window. This one has Shoji and Kuraim in it. It looks like they are on a sofa with beers in their hands. Multi coloured lights cover the walls.

Are they at a party?

"Hey Shoji, did you know it was Fumikage's funeral today.  And we were meant to go." Kuraim says sounding drunk.

"Yeah. Why would I give a shit? I don't really want to sit in a building listening to some shit about a person I didn't give a fuck about." He laughs while also sounding drunk.

Even more tears pour out my eyes.

He didn't care about me? B-But he was so nice. And caring. Why. Why. Why do I have to see this! 

I quickly run away until I a window opens up.

"Oh yeah! Another one! I can't wait to cry about this shit." I sarcastically shout.

It's Hagakure and shoji. He's pushed her up against a wall.

"Hey baby. How was the party?" Shoji says to a floating pair of clothes.

"It was great. Imagine if that bird thing was here. He would have put on some emo shit and ruined everything. Including our relationship." She says sounding like she wants something that I don't want to see.

"He ruined everything. Thank you for getting rid of him."  Shoji happily says and starts to make out with her once again.

"Mezo do you wanna?" She questions. Oh god.

"Of course." He says with a smile. Where's his mask? They quickly leave.

I drop to my knees in sorrow.

"Why would he do this to me. I trusted him. Was nice to him. Talked to him. Loved him. Yet he didn't. He just used me for people to think he was a hero. Why? I-I can't do this anymore. I don't want to see anymore of the truth. I just want to move on and die. Why can't I just do that! What's stopping me! Please just let me go. I don't want to watch anymore whoever is doing this please I'm begging you! Please!" I shout tears falling down my face. Making my feathers wet.

I-I can't trust Shoji ever again!

Hi! Teddy here! I hope you all are doing well and are staying safe (unlike me who can't walk right now because I sprained my bloody toe) and I hope you enjoyed. Stay home! -Teddy