High on this feeling

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Castiel's POV
I had a boyfriend! And he asked me! That was the most fantastic part. That Dean Jensen Winchester, my best friend, asked ME to be his BOYFRIEND. And I said yes.

Dragging the giant unicorn and bumble bee into my apartment, I've never felt happier.

Gabriel was asleep on the couch, that same Sam W. Singer book from two days ago. I debated waking him up and telling him who the author was. And then screaming about my first date with Dean.

Instead, I laid a blanket over him, and walked into my room. Cuddling my unicorn and bee, I crawl into bed and fall into sleep.

His hands were on my back, gently rubbing them up and down. Touch as light as a butterfly. He was gentle. I kissed him softly, and traced shapes into his arms. Lazy kisses. A perfect day.

The dream shifted.

We laid in bed together, his fanfiction green eyes and lips, his messy light brown hair. By Chuck, he was intoxicating. We were curled up together, and then Ben ran in and jumped on the bed with us. Thor joined, and everything was perfect.

I woke up, to water hitting my face. And a giggling man child.

"GABRIEL RICHARD NOVAK IM GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS!"

"Why Cassie! You said a swear word! I'm calling mom!" He ran out of the room laughing.

"Assbutt." I mumbled.

When I closed my eyes again, I saw his face. Warmth filled my entire being.
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Two days later
At 12 pm, I drove over to the Singer -Winchester  automotives (the newly renamed shop). Dean walked out, and got in my car.

"God she's gorgeous, have you come up with a name yet?" Dean gave me a hard look.

"No, why would I name my car?"

"Because otherwise you would be a rude peasant." Dean was shaking his head.

"Fine, her name is Tardis. Since she's blue."

He nodded, approvingly.

"Perfection. Where you wanna go to lunch darling?"

He thought about it, "Wanna get take out and go to the park?"

"Sounds perfect,"
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Dean and I ate lunch, and spent his entire lunch together. But a las, I he had to go back to work. And I actually had to go to work.
"I'll see you later baby," he kissed me, and got out to walk back to his shop. He asked me if we could keep our relationship a secret for now. He wasn't ready to come out, which I understood.

I was fifteen when I came out, and it was kinda scary. Thankfully Lucifer and Gabe has already came out, so it was easier.

I understand his reasons, but it didn't mean it didn't sting when he asked me. I'm not going to make him come out, but why was he waiting? Mikey was gay! Everyone in his family knew that.

For whatever reason, I'll wait. Because it's him and I won't push him. I still feel high off of our afternoon, and I refuse to let anything ruin it.

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