Dean's POV
Same time as the previous chapter
"I know, I'm sorry. I'm going to tell him, I promise." I know I sounded desperate.
"I know. Look I don't want to talk right now, go enjoy your dinner. Love you."
"Love you too, I'll make it up to you Baby."
We got off the phone. Damn it I'm a dick.
I'm going to do it, I'm going to tell Sam tonight. If I tell him, I can tell dad. I got this.
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I don't got this.
I thought I would, but every time I went to bring it up I faltered.
We were talking about Sam dating Jess.
"You've been dating her for how long?" I demanded, annoyed that he didn't tell me sooner.
I know, I know I'm a hypocrite.
About a year, we weren't hiding it. We just didn't want to bring it up.
"Damn, Bitch"
Jerk.
"Have you been seeing anyone, Dean?"
I thought, okay here we go. Time to just let it out there.
"Actually, yes I have been" I felt like I could breathe again.
Their eyes perked up.
Who is it? Do we know them?
"Ummmm"
They raised their brows.
"No, no you don't." I said panicking. Fuck.
They looked disappointed, but we changed the subject.
Shit, fucking shit.
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I'm a douchebag. A complete and utter douchebag.
I laid on the couch, contemplating running into Sam's room and just screaming that I'm bisexual and am in love with castiel. I love him so much, and I need everyone to know.
I got up, finally getting some courage when my phone rang.
Back in black filled the silent apartment.
"Hey angel,"
He sounded tired, "hello Dean, how was your dinner."
"It was good,"
"Did you tell him?" He barely whispered.
"No, not yet." Before I could say I was literally on the way to doing it, he spoke.
"Of course not, because why would you tell them? I'll talk to you later dean." He hung up the phone.
Son of a Bitch!
AN: very very short chapter, long one will be next. This was a filler
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