Dean Winchester is a single father who provides for his son by working in his family's auto shop. He gives up on finding real love, instead being a womanizer.
Castiel Novak is an inspiring veterinarian who is done with looking for a partner. Cas ha...
Tears streamed down my face, and I started shaking horribly. He didn't tell them, why couldn't he just tell them.
Was he ashamed of me? I thought, and broke down. I was vaguely aware if Gabriel hugging me.
"What's wrong Cassie?" I shook my head, I didn't need him killing Dean.
Dean.
That assbutt.
I hated hiding. It felt wrong.
~~ after a few hours I pretended to fall asleep so Gabriel wouldn't question me. He was usually an annoyingly hyper person, but he was being serious and a bit murderous tonight. Not that I blamed him.
It was past midnight, I got myself out of bed. Stretching, I made way to the bathroom.
In the mirror I saw a mess. Dark circles and bags under ocean blue eyes. Blackish brown hair looked like a wreck, not the usual good sex hair look all my past boyfriends liked. The need of a good shave was desperate. Normal healthy pale skin, looked drained of the little color it usually had.
I looked sick. I flinched in disgust.
How come I looked horrible, while I bet Dean looks fantastic? Was Dean upset that he hurt me?
I doubt it. Oh my Chuck, I just want to know he cares about me.
If he cared about me, he would've told Sam about us. Or he would hold my hand in public.
My heart hurt, and it felt like the walls were closing in. I can't keep doing this, I can't keep falling apart while he gets by. While he makes empty promises, and tells me I'm special.
I put on SIX the musical. On shuffle.
"He just cares so much he's devoted He says we have a connection I thought this time was different Why did I think he'd be different? But it's never, ever different"
I cried while Katherine Howard's song played. I related a bit to her, I also have been screwed over by four men who just wanted to get in my pants.
At least I know I have sex appeal. That thought did not make me feel better.
I cried myself to sleep.
~~ My face ached as I woke up, turns out I fell asleep on my phone. Which was know dead because the music killed the battery.
Groaning, I rolled over to plug it in. After a moment I saw dean had texted and called a total of tenet times.
Turning my phone on silent, I forced myself out of bed and went on a quest to find food.
I got some Greek yogurt, added some honey and granola. And ate without really tasting.
I knew what I had to do, but did I have the strength? ~~ Work was boring, I didn't have school so all I had to was work. After cleaning up after the dogs, insert groaning, I went to go get one of the kitties that was abandoned. She was a tiny little Maine coon, she was white and had blonde gold fur. I had a feeling she would be huge once she grew up. She was only a few month old, and was so cute.
"Hey Clarence," Meg Masters said. Meg was one of my only friends, at least my only friend who I didn't meet from my brothers or my boyfriend. She had dark eyes and hair, and liked to wear a purple shirt and leather jacket.
"Hello Meg," I put on my polite voice.
"You got the little one? We need to find her a home," she frowned. We were both attached to her, but hadn't named her yet.
"We do, but I don't want to never see her again."
Her eyes brightened with a brilliant idea. "Maybe you can take her, or have a friend who will let us visit?"
I immediately thought of Sam. while I would love to take another pet in, We already had our max level of pets, two dogs and a cat. And a Gabriel. Yep too many animals. But Sam loves animals and would let me cuddle her still.
"My boy-," I stopped myself. "My friend has a baby brother who might take her. I'll text him real quick." She nodded.
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I frowned over dean being allergic and not telling me. But I was glad the cat would be with people I knew. I frowned again, would they still be friends with me after tonight? ~~ Jess and Sam showed up and adopted the cat. They immediately babied it. "Well aren't you a gorgeous baby girl?" Jessica actually cooed. She was holding the kitten like an infant. She is so pretty.
"Thank you two for taking her, Clarence and I were worried."
"Of course. I've been wanting a kitty, and Sammy has his puppy so it's perfect."
"Already adopting pets together?" I asked. She nodded. "We've been dating almost a year," she had an infectious smile. And how they looked at each other, you could tell they really loved each other. "How old are you two anyway?" Meg demanded, she wasn't an overly sweet woman. "Eighteen," Jess answers, she talked enough for her and Sam. "Wow," After a minute of awkward silence. "So Jessica, Sam. What are you going to name the kitty?"
They thought and she whispered into his ear. He gave a silent chuckle and nodded.
"Bast, after the Egyptian Goddess." ~~ They stayed a bit, and I talked to Sam.
Hey Cas, why is dean acting weird?
"I don't know," my voice was strained, I saw him note that. Okay. ~~ I texted Dean to meet me at a park, at night so no one would be around. ~~ I sat on the picnic table, waiting.
