Fifty Shades Of Park Jimin

•Chapter 6•

I run and run until I feel the cold night breeze hit my face. I try to calm my breathing by taking in the crisp air. Once I'm outside I can see how quiet the night is and the only thing that's heard is the intoxicating music from inside the club. I rest my back against the rigid wall to cool myself off. Looking up at the night sky, I take a moment to breathe and just recall everything that just happened. I've drank too much and I can't control myself when I'm like this. I'm never going to be able to look at him in the same way. Guilt overwhelms me, I shouldn't have done that. I have a boyfriend. Jaeyong.

Jaeyong and I have been together since college. We're the typical 'high school sweethearts'. He's always been my emotional support and helped me through everything. My college struggles, university choices and even family problems. We decided to move to Seoul together and rent out an apartment for university. My parents are extremely protective over me but they let me go with him because they trust him. My whole family adores him and I do too. I can't just throw away my seven year relationship away for someone who I hardly know. But I can't seem to control these feelings that are stirring up within me. I couldn't do this to Jae. It would break him and it would break me too.

"y/n, are you alright?"

I jump when I hear his voice, I wasn't expecting him to come after me. I don't speak and I physically can't, I'm too ashamed of what I did.

"y/n, please talk to me". He says in a worried tone. He moves closer towards me, concern written all over his beautiful face.

I push past him attempting to avoid him.

"I have to go find Amanda and Hobi"

But he grabs my arm making me face him again.

"They're already gone"

What? No. They wouldn't leave me behind. We never leave each other behind. We practically made a pact with each other to never leave another behind when we go out together because it can be dangerous. They wouldn't do that to me.

"You're lying, they wouldn't leave me". I say struggling to get out of his hold. But he only grips my arm tighter and pulls me closer towards him causing our chests to collide.

"They're gone y/n. Why do you think I'm here?" He questions.

"I don't know, why are you here?".

"Well, you haven't got a ride so I'll take you home".

"I can take care of myself Mr Park" I reply bluntly.

"It's Jimin, call me Jimin. We're not at work anymore so you don't have to call me Mr Park".

I manage to get out of his hold and walk away from him. I pull out my phone only to receive a message Hobi.

Hobi💓: I'm so sorry y/n but I had to leave with Amanda she passed out in the toilets and I couldn't find you. You can get a ride home right?

I sigh annoyed. They did leave without me and he was right. I quickly message Hobi back.

Me: don't worry it's fine. Make sure she's okay.

I turn around to Jimin who's still standing in the same spot with a smug smile on his face. The type of smile which writes 'I told you so'. I walk up to him annoyed.

"Fine you can take me home".

"Oh why the sudden change in mind?" He asks in an arrogant tone. I roll my eyes at his sly comment.

"Shut up and take me home please". I'm about to turn around when he grabs my arm once again, pulling me towards him. This time our lips nearly meet due to the contact.

"You really need to watch the way you speak to me y/n".

One hand of his grips my waist while the other cups my face.

"Unless you want to face the consequences" he says while running his thumb on my bottom lip. I try to look in his eyes but his gaze is focused on my lips. My body feels weak under his touch and I'm sure he can feel my heart pounding through my chest with this amount of closeness between us.

"Lets go" he says letting go of me and quickly walking off. Leaving me in a flustered state. I stay frozen in place while he continues to walk away. My heart feeling like it could come right out of my chest.

"Are you just going to stand there all night?" He says from behind me. But I can't seem to move. The way he touches and makes me feel has such an impact on me that I become a wreck.

I feel his hand on my bare shoulder. As soon as I feel his touch goosebumps form all over my body causing me to shiver slightly.

He notices, which is why when I feel something wrapped around me I'm surprised. He gave me his jacket. I turn my head slightly to look at him and he smiles in return. Not an arrogant smile he normally gives but a kind and gentle one.

"Lets get you warmed up" he says while turning me around and guiding me to his car.

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We both sit in his car and the leather seats feel comfortable under my skin. The air gets thicker and warmer which causes me to shiver less. Jin drives us to my apartment. I didn't know that his bodyguards follow him around everywhere but as of right now, I feel grateful knowing I'm safe. I stare outside my window not knowing what to do. Jimin does the same on his side. Jimin? Mr Park? What do I even call him now? He told me to call him Jimin but it doesn't feel right. He's my boss so I should stick to formalities. But Jimin sounds so much better...

The car stops indicating that we're outside my apartment. All the lights are off so I know Jae is asleep. He never waits up for me anyway, even though it does disappoint me sometimes I don't mind as I always come back late.

I look over to Jimin and he's already looking at me. An awkward silence builds up between us so I decide to break it.

"Thank you for dropping me off Mr Park". I smile.

"Call me Jimin, please" he says softly.

I smile in return and decide to get out of the car not knowing what to say back. I close the door and walk straight into the shared apartment.

Tonight was questionable. I shouldn't have behaved the way I did. I know it was wrong but my feelings were out of control. When it comes to Monday I know the awkwardness is going to grow between us. But I can only blame myself for tempting him like that.

I take my heels off once I reach the bedroom. My feet are in such agony that I whimper in pain. I try to stay quiet as possible trying not to wake Jae up.

A throbbing sensation invades my mind and the room begins to spin once again. I'm not going out again. At least for a very long time...

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