Fifty Shades Of Park Jimin

•Chapter 13•

The day went by pretty quickly. After I had chosen the dress, Jimin and I just sat and watched movies all afternoon. I made sure that we kept our distance from each other by sitting on opposite sides of the couch but joined together by a huge, soft fluffy blanket covering us both. He was so concentrated on the movie it was kind of cute. The way his face would sadden when something happened to the main character, I couldn't stop staring at his small reactions. I was more focused on him rather than the movie, I couldn't help it though.

We're now sat in his car and he's driving me back to my apartment. There's a silence within the car but its comfortable instead of awkward. He looks so gorgeous even doing something so simple like driving. His left hand is holding the steering wheel firmly while his other hand rests on his thigh. He's also wearing his dark sunglasses covering his beautiful brown eyes.

The car suddenly stops and I realise that we've reached my apartment. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts of him I didn't even notice that I was close to home. I look outside my window and see Jae's car parked outside, I mentally curse at myself I was hoping he was at work. I didn't even tell him where I was, he must be so worried about me.

"Is he home?" Jimin asks annoyed, gripping the steering wheel more firmly which causes his knuckles to turn white.

"Yeah he is" I whisper quietly.

The comfortable silence that was here a few moments ago has now turned into awkward silence. Neither of us knows what to do or what to say after spending such a lovely day with each other. Jimin was the nicest I've ever seen him. He practically saved me and took me into his own home. I can't thank him enough for that but I guess I have to go back to reality.

I didn't even tell Jae where I was. I've been gone for a night and a whole day. I'm not even sure what to tell him, if I tell him the truth, that I was with Jimin he won't be happy about it. But I also can't lie to him. It feels like our relationship is now just built on lies and they're all from me.

I turn to Jimin and thank him for everything, including the dress which I haven't showed to him yet. It was Mrs Choi's request she said to wait, to surprise him on the night. Although Jimin did create a massive fuss over it as he wanted to see it so badly but I refused to show him just yet.

I grab all my things from his car and walk towards the apartment. I should have come home sooner. I know that but I was so comfortable being with Jimin that I didn't want to leave.
As soon as I reach my apartment door, I let out a long breath I know it's not going to go well as soon as I walk through the door but I have to face him eventually.

I turn my key in the lock and enter my apartment. I immediately see Jae sitting on the sofa watching tv, looking unbothered. I feel a bit confused because I thought he would come running up to me asking where I was and just be a tiny bit worried. But as I'm looking at him he doesn't even care.

I walk up to him and try to give him a kiss on the cheek but he dodges me completely. He's not even speaking.

"What's wrong?" I question.

"What's wrong?" he repeats after me, mocking my tone. "Where were you all night and day y/n? I've been worried sick about you, calling everyone I know to see if they've heard from you and no one knows a single thing" he raises his voice at me.

"Where were you?" He asks looking directly at me.

"I was at the office working". I lie. I only lie because right now he's so mad that if I even mention Jimin he's going to get even more annoyed at me, I don't want to add fuel to the fire.

"Working? Am I meant to believe that? You were gone for an entire night and day! And you're telling me that you were working that much?!" . He's continues to shout at me getting up from his seat.

"Yes I was actually, I work so much to provide everything for you Jae. I work for you! Who else is going to pay for this apartment? The food on your plate? The bills? Electricity?"

Her scoffs at my remark.

"It's your boss isn't it? The young rich CEO" he turns around to face the window, annoyed.

"What is it y/n? Are you sleeping with him?" He shouts.

Tears well up in my eyes. How can he even accuse me of that? Everything I've done with Jimin, I haven't felt nothing but guilt. I haven't even kissed Jimin let alone touch him! But I can't say the same thing about him...

"No" I shout. "Don't be stupid! Of course I havent". My voice starts to become shaky. "I'm not like you Jaeyong, I don't cheat on people who I love".

"Oh don't try to turn this onto me, this is about you!" he points at me. "This is about you working endless days and nights for your stupid boss, how do I not know that your sleeping with him?!"

"Its something you would do isn't it y/n? You like all the attention on you. Always wanting to be treated like a queen when you're nothing but a skank".

Tears start to fall down my face as soon as he said that. I smack him with so much force as my body starts to shake. He can be the sweetest person but when something doesn't go his way he become evil.

I run out the door not wanting to spend another second with him. He's never called me anything like that before, I didn't think he was capable of saying something so mean.

I run and run. Trying to get as far away from him as possible. I don't know where I'm going but the cold breeze is hitting my face and drying out all my tears. I don't know where to go or who to call.

In this moment I'm all alone...

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