Fifty Shades Of Park Jimin

•Chapter 46•

My eyes flutter open, the morning sun beaming through the windows. White cotton sheets wrapped around my bare legs. I feel his arm hung around my waist, tracing small circles on my upper thigh. Wearing his black t-shirt feels comforting. Swiftly I turn in his arms. He's awake looking at me intently, worry lacing through his beautiful brown eyes.

"How do you feel?" He whispers gently.

I don't know how to feel. As of right now I feel gross. My face feels dry from all the tears I shed last night. My eyes sore and sticky. But what I feel most is hurt. I still can't believe my father would speak such harsh words to me. I needed his support more than anything. His approval matters to me the most. I feel disappointed that he feels the way he does. But I can't change his mind.

"Okay..I don't know.." My voice his small and very hoarse.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He caresses my head, running his hands through my messy and knotted bed hair. I shake my head quickly. I really don't. I just want to forget about it, because I know if I talk it's going to result in me crying again. And that's not what I want.

"How are we back in Seoul?" I couldn't help but notice that we're not staying at the hotel I had booked back in Busan.

"You passed out yesterday from exhaustion. I got Namjoon to collect your belongings from the hotel. I took my jet to fly out to Busan so Jin flew us back here".

"What about my mum? Does she know?" I panic, quickly jolting up from the bed.

"Yes, of course she knows. I told her I was taking you back to Seoul. I don't know what happened between you and your father but when you told me you didn't want to be there anymore, I didn't hesitate to bring you back straight away.."

"Thank you Jimin, for everything. I don't deserve you" I whisper, laying back down next to him.

"Yes you do, and you know I'll always be here for you whenever you need me".

After that we don't speak. The silence is comfortable and what I need. I don't want to talk right now, yesterday was too much and my voice is starting to fade. My throat feels clogged and each word I say is croaky. Instead I latch onto Jimin, wrapping me leg around his waist and resting my hand on his naked front. I match my breathing with his and I feel like I could stay like this forever.

"I have to go to work baby, I'm sorry". I open my eyes and feel him plant a kiss on my forehead. He removes himself from my hold, until I'm left alone in the bed.

"Do you have to?" I silently beg. He nods his head, putting his clothes back on.

"Don't stay inside all day, remember Jihoon still wants to go out with you. Why don't you see if she's free?"

I had completely forgot about my plans with her. Everything's been so crazy these past few days and months that I never arranged anything. I knew she wanted to see me and spend some time with me. I think it would be good just to spend a day away from all my troubles.

"Here, take this" he reaches into the back pocket of his denim jeans and pulls out his black card, tossing it onto the bed. "Spend as much as you want".

Did he really just throw this at me like it's nothing? Owning a black card is a very big deal but he's so careless with it.

"I can't take this Jimin..I have my own card anyway". My actions oppose my words, I pick it up from the sheets, analysing it in detail, turning it back and forth in my hands. I've never seen one of these before.

"I know but you don't have a black card". He remarks arrogantly. I roll my eyes at him. Of course I don't own one of these cards, you have to earn a lot of money to possess one of these. I carefully place the card back onto the bed.