Fifty Shades Of Park Jimin

•Chapter 49•

After a whole day of shopping with Amanda and having minimal sleep last night I feel so tired. I really need to sleep, my body feels like it's going to collapse any second. But I can't fall into a trance, I have something to do. Fortunately Jimin is still at the office, leaving me alone in the house. Jin is with me. He also came with Amanda and I when we went shopping. Eventhough he remained a distance away I knew he was following me around, keeping a track on me. I feel like I've gotten used to it now and I don't mind, it feels comfortable knowing that if anything happens to me someone can protect me, even if it is one of Jimin's body guards.

Walking into the main room I place my bags onto the wooden table. Something keeps pestering me, I know what I need to do but I just have a problem.

"Jin can you give me your set of keys to the house please". I have my own set, Jimin gave them to me before I left but I need to borrow Jin's for one main reason. On his set there are multiple keys attached, one for every room of this mansion. I need to get into a specific room, but I don't have the key for it.

"Do you not have your own miss y/n?" He questions. "I don't think Mr Park would be happy if I gave you my set of keys". He's stubborn. I knew this was going to challenging. Jin and I are friends, but that's only when Jimin isn't around. We always joke with one another and he is truly hilarious and sweet. However his whole demeanour changes around Jimin. He's more firm and professional, I understand because it's his job. He has to act a certain way but considering we're alone, he's acting more troublesome.

"Please. I need to access one of the rooms for his birthday tomorrow.." I join my hands together as a sign of plea.

"Fine but be quick he's meant to be back any second now". He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a set of keys, they all rattle against each other and I rush out of the room heading upstairs to the East Wing.

It hasn't changed. Not a single bit. The atmosphere dull and gloomy through the white corridor. The feeling of isolation and despair as I walk down, facing a familiar door. I hesitate whether to unlock it or not. I know what lays behind these doors, I should be used to it. But I don't think I'll ever feel a sense of serenity. Placing the key into the door I turn it, the only sound heard is the unlocking. It feels like the sound is ringing in my ears and echoing down the hallway. I muster up my courage and swallow any fear that's building up within me.

It looks the same and feels the same. The air dense and thick, suffocating almost. I glance around the room and I realise nothing has changed. It's exactly how we left it. I don't know whether Jimin has returned the last time we were in here but the room looks untouched. Chills run down me as I walk further into the Red Room, just the sight of all the canes, whips and floggers that hang from the ceiling makes me nervous. I remind myself that he wouldn't force me to do anything I didn't want to do. He's only ever satisfied my needs, knowing I'm inexperienced. Not once has he taken advantage of that and I respect him for that.

The room's warm and musty, the smell of hard wood and metal linger in the air. It's difficult to breathe but I manage to explore more. If Jimin knew I was in here I know he wouldn't be happy. He said that we would go at a slow pace and we have..but looking around, absorbing all my surroundings there's nothing more I want than this version of him. The kinky Park Jimin.

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Closing the door behind me I lock it back into place. Everything I touched I ensured I placed it back to how it originally was. I don't want him to know I was inside there. The keys shake in my hand, I quickly remove the Red Room's key from the set and add it onto my own hoping Jin won't notice a key is missing. I'm surprised Jimin allows his staff to have a key to his playroom, I thought he would want to keep it more private as it's a personal room.