The One (o.m. & c.f.)

3.I've Tried Everything

A couple of weeks past and they haven't really spoken to each other after Olly went home after a coffee. On the 11th of December Olly was on tour in America and he is now dating a model called Katy or Kate? Caroline had been too busy with friends and family over the Christmas period, even though deep down she knew she missed him.

It turned to the first week of May and they had Dermot's 40th coming up and it's the first time they've seen each other for a long period of time and since they had sex. Also there's going to be alcohol but they are both dating other people. They smartly decided not to bring them along tonight since there would be banter because jealousy is a green eyes monster and it was bound to appear that night. Since Caroline's new boyfriend didn't like her calling Olly, never mind seeing them hug and kiss. Tom thinks that her and olly are secretly dating and sleeping with each other. Caroline
"Hiya Caz!" Olly yelled while walking over to his friend.
"Hiya Ols, I've been missing you!" She said while accepting his hug.
"How's Tom?" He asked while they were still in their embrace.
She pulled away.
"Are you seriously asking me this? Do you want to know or are you just making conversation?" She said sternly.
"Just making conversation..."He truthfully replied.
"Just off to the ladies room." Caroline sneaked away.
She couldn't help but picture him naked. She wanted him but she knew it wasn't going to happen.

She didn't drink too much tonight since she didn't want to do anything stupid like confess her love to Olly. Tom came and picked her up. Caroline climbed into the car and he kissed her carefully on the cheek before setting off. They must of got only 100 yards down the road when she yelled.
"Stop the car!"
She got out of his little fiat 500 and ran to the entrance of the club. Olly was stood with Dermot at the bar ordering drinks. She couldn't stop herself she reached out and grabbed his tie and crushed her lips onto his. He released quite quickly and pushed her back and looked her straight in the eye and pulled her over to a quiet corner.
"Caroline what are you doing?" Olly yelled in a whisper.
"Olly I don't even know, I'm sorry I better go. Tom will be wondering where I am."She replied with tears trickling down her face.
"Don't bother I know where you are." Tom was behind Olly and Caroline. He saw the kiss. "Caroline I knew this wasn't working, you never flirted with me, we never had hot sex, Dawn told me by the way. You never pull me like that. Caroline we're over." Tom continued.
Caroline broke down and ran out of the club she lost her boyfriend and her best friend .Dawn was right. She should have been careful. She called for a cab and went straight home. Caroline's phone was buzzing like crazy. Olly texting her, Tom texting her, Olly ringing her and Dermot texting her.
She didn't care anymore.
* * *
I didn't leave the house for 3 weeks until I had to for work. I ignored all of Olly's calls and Tom's. The only calls I took were Matt Richardson's, friends and family. I ignored Olly's texts even though most of them were:
Caz you ok? I'm sorry...
It was the 28th of May and I missed Olly loads and I had cried myself to sleep almost every night that month. There was a knock at my door around one in the afternoon. I reluctantly opened it and a man wearing a trilby appeared.
"Caroline can i come in?" I nodded and he slid his shoes off at my door mat.
I walked into my living room and he closely followed me.
"I miss you, and nothing hurts like no you, and no one understand." Tears trickled down my face.
He walked over to me and grabbed me by the hips and kissed me on the lips.
"Olly! What are you doing? Katy?" I quickly pulled away.
"Caroline, I don't care no more I want you!"
"Olly please, I miss you too but we don't want this."
"Caroline well I want this"
"Well Olly our one night stand was fun but I'm a mess."
"Well we can be messes together." Olly smiled.
"Seriously I think you should leave Ols, cos we'll end up having sex. You don't understand how much I want to do it with you. But it's not good; I don't want to lose you again... I love you...." Tears streamed down my face, I really wanted to pull off his top and yank down his trousers. Before I stripped off myself, then jump into my bed and have really hot sex like the other times. I started biting my lip...nerves over took my body.

"Caroline I want you, please I need relief once more! Promise Darlin!" Before I could stop him he had me against the living room wall. Passionately kissing me, letting his hands explore my body.
"Caroline I'm an idiot" Olly took a breath and released me.
"Well Ols we can be idiots together" I said while pulling him back on me.
What was I doing?
We waddled over to the stairs, so we could get to my bed; Olly picked me up and placed his hands on my bum, while I threw my arms around his neck. Our mouths never leaving each others.

Olly had just collapsed next to me when the doorbell went.
I pulled on a long top and walked downstairs. I got to the door took a deep breath and unlocked it.
"Why do you have love bites all over your neck!?" Dawn said while pulling me closer so she could examine my neck. "These have been done recently...they're still pink" She continued.
"Caroline you've been having sex again?" She said a few moments later. I nodded.
"Olly again?" I nodded again.
"I know I heard you outside..."
"Shit!"
"Bye caz...have fun..."Dawn had never left my house so quick.
"Wait Dawn, what did you want?"
"Bye Caz!" She yelled while getting into her car.

I walked back upstairs to find Olly still naked. He got up and went into the bathroom. I got up and pulled some the top back on and went downstairs to make some coffee for the both of us. It was only 4 and I was getting pretty hungry. Olly walked down stairs fully dressed.
"You leaving?" I said hoping he'd say no.
"I have to, Katy's going to be wondering where I am. I'm so sorry Caroline, I should have never come here in the first place...' Olly replied while walking over to kiss me on the cheek.
"It's okay, Ols" I lied, I turned away so his lips didn't touch my cheek but touched my hair instead.
"Bye Caroline." Olly called back, I could tell there was anger in his voice.