Aya's POV
I am ugly.
No one likes me.
Everybody despise me.
For them I am a disgrace.
How could the world be so cruel to me?
What wrong have I done?
It's so funny to think how could life be so ironic.
I belong to the family of famous.
My mother is a model.
My father is an artist.
My sister is a social media famous.
Me? I am nobody. What a paradox.
Laying in my bed thinking those things makes me want to end my life. But sad to say I'm not suicidal. I don't think it's a good thing.
I always feel low whenever when I'm with my family. I feel like I don't belong with them.
I'm in our house but I don't feel at home. Yung feeling na kapag may party na pupuntahan ang pamilya ko hindi ako puwede pumunta kasi daw ganito, ganyan. Pero sa totoo alam ko na dahilan lang nila yun para hindi ako masaktan.
Pamilya nila ako pero pag may tinanong ka kung ilan ang anak ng mag asawang Cardona ang sagot ng karamihan ay isa. Asan ako dun?
Masakit pero kailangan kong tanggapin kasi ganito ako. Wala akong magawa kasi ganito ako. Yung para bang dumating ako sa mundo para lang tanggapin ang lahat ng ito.
It sucks to live my life.
It hurts to live my life.
I hate to be me.
But everything turns upside down when I met him - my boyfriend's friend.
Darling, don't forget to VOTE. COMMENT. AND SHARE. LOVELOTS. MWUAH.
