''Welcome to the color purple Ava, you should get used to it because this is your new life now'' Colby whispers in my ear before waving back at the cheering crowd that was standing in front of us.
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To Ava Dobrik she had her whole future planned o...
The sun was hot once again as I laid my head down on Colby's pillow. This bedroom wasn't like the other one back at Tara's house. It felt more lonely.
Today was one of those days I just felt like sleeping and never waking back up. I wasn't sad, I was just unmotivated. Well, the whole night I could only worry about getting my nickname instead of sleeping like everyone else.
Colby had told me countless times yesterday that it was going to be fine and that everything was going to go to plan but something inside of me told me that he was lying.
I feel like I'm going to see something that I'm not supposed to.
I hear a soft knock on the door but I don't respond, I don't get up, I don't make a noise to say that I was awake instead I stay still praying they go away. But sadly they don't. The door slowly creaks open and I squint my eyes to see Colby quietly walk in.
''Hey Ava, you awake?'' he whispers closing the door behind him softly.
''No'' I grunt turning my body to face the window. The sun had shined through the blinds, it's touch warming up my skin. ''It's 12 Ava, time to get up'' he laughs walking over to the window and rolling it up. The sun hit my face and somehow I had turned into a vampire.
''To bright, close it'' I moaned digging my face into my pillow.
''Ava I just booked to do your nickname for next Wednesday'' He randomly states, his voice in a low tone. I slowly turn my body laying down on my back. Every urge in my body had told me to pull a runner but I knew if I tried someone would stop me and from there everyone would lose all trust in me.
But I'm not ready.
''Ok'' I whisper focusing my attention on the white cracked roof above me. I don't want to be in a gang anymore. I'm not that type of person.
''God Ava you look tired'' Colby mutters under his breathe kneeling down next to me. ''how many hours of sleep did you get last night?" he questions on, concern laced in his voice.
''I don't know, maybe three or two I don't count how much I sleep'' I reply back rubbing my eyes. I don't want to be here, I should be with Anastasia filming for David in some Ferrari. I've made a mistake.
''Don't tell me this nickname shit is getting to you Ava?'' Colby questions me. I shrug my shoulders as a reply as I sit up pulling my legs close to my body. Colby huffs standing up and walking over to the dresser before reaching for something at the top.
''What are you doing?'' I question him but he just points his figure at me as a response.
''I got this when I was five'' He finally says grabbing a toy koala. ''My dad had taken this teddy bear to a lady when he was in India, he never told me what she did but she defiantly did something special'' He says walking over to me. I softly smile at Colby as he hands it over to me.
''His precious'' I smile pulling the koala close to my chest.
"I've never actually given it to someone to hold before, I've always been scared that I would lose its touch'' He grins, sitting down at the end of the bed. "Then why are you letting me hold it?'' I question him tilting my head.
''Your diffrent'' He replies back.
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Ava Dobrik I tried Posted 2 hours ago
Tarayummy- You are stunning! + Ava.dobrik- Are you kidding me girl look at yourself! ❤️
Username- girl your hair looks so healthy 😍 + Ava.dobrik- ily 🥺 + username- NO FUCKING WAY + username- girl you just won
Username- oofta omg 🥵😍
Username- #avly
Brennen- get out of room + Ava.dobrik- no you have good lighting
Username- I miss Jeff :/ + username- no
Colbybrock- you tried and then succeeded + Ava.dobrik- I thought u were gonna roast me 😳 + username- #avly
Username- she looked happier with Jeff 😕
Username- she's changed + username- lmfao how has she changed she's been the same like always + username- she might look the same but she looks more tired and sad now :/
Username- Why is she always at Brennen's house? Username- how do you know that she is at his house? Username- girl his always posted pictures of him in his room and you can tell by the poster behind her
Daviddobrik- gorgeous as ever ! + Ava.dobrik- no you! ❣️
Username- #avly #avly #avly #avly
Username- she looks just like David aww 🥺
Tearoom- has anyone noticed that she isn't hanging out or talking about Anastasia anymore AND she's always at Brennen's house + username- THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING
