the way you make me feel

31. lie

it was the day i discovered that i was living a lie.

i had spent so much time convincing myself and the people around me i was fine

but i shouldve known better
because one day it came crashing down.
like a boulder crushing me as i sunk into the ground.

the moment of realisation. i was lying.
lying to everyone around me
lying to my self.
everything was a lie.

i wasn't okay

who even was i anymore?