My heart breaks,
My friend gone,
My love gone.
Had I wasted too much time?
Have I let her slip off into nothingness?
Have I let my friend go?
Was I not a bad person
Waiting and watching?
Recoiling at fear of her sharp tongue,
Watching her destroy herself,
Hoping she would.
So that I would spit it back in her face
But I can't bring myself to do it
She is special and I know it.
How can I watch her fade away?
Deceived by her own lusts
Thinking that she is right
I may not be the strongest
But I love her the fiercest
I have never minded anyone as I have her
How will I let her go?
She is far from me
Yet the though of meeting her plagues me.
How deep has she gone?
Will my words even do a remedy
Will they change a thing?
I'll never know till I try
But still when I look at her
And remember the hurt she caused me
I wonder if it really is worth it at all.
How? Just how?
I have forgiven her.
Lord help me,
Now I need her to forgive me
How easy will that be?
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Poetry~where I tell you many things~ It would be a lie if I say I don't feel many things. I feel alot. But I also do not feel anything most times. If I change my skin and become someone else, will you still understand me? Why don't I tell what I think? _ ...
