Our friendship is not like the books
I feel its different and to me far more dangerous in a good way.
I feel I have you more when I'm not with you
I feel that I can never get tired of you because I hardly see you.
I think more about you because you're not here
I like our Friendship.
Because its like the same thing i have with my family.
I have lived without them yet with them.
And that's why our bond is strong
I feel like I'll kill for you.
Cuz i almost killed John and that man after what they did.
Or wait! I did kill them.
In my mind.
I watched them slowly bled
While I Twisted the knife in their guts
I was painstakingly planning to ruin him, yunno.
Till i accepted Jesus in my life,
I feel like if I had the chance
I'll go back and wreck havoc on all those people for what they did to you.
I'm kinda weird but you accept me.
I'm glad you let me be and you believe in me.
I worry because I may be technically bad at friendships.
All the ones i had have dissipated.
I feel that though you are far, you are near.
I'm sorry for closing my eyes to some things.
I'm sorry for keeping things from you.
I'm sorry i don't call often and don't keep my promises
I'm sorry I lied to you in school about you-know-who, I knew you knew, maybe had your suspicions.
But I guess I couldn't trust myself
I do now.
And I'm ready to talk.
Be far but near
Is how I keep people
One day, I'll cross the line
Bear with me till then.
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Poetry~where I tell you many things~ It would be a lie if I say I don't feel many things. I feel alot. But I also do not feel anything most times. If I change my skin and become someone else, will you still understand me? Why don't I tell what I think? _ ...
