Undone

Chapter One: Abandonement

Izzy's POV:

"One chance! Give me one more chance, Please!" Jordan kept on begging for what seemed like hours! He got on his knees, threw every little pride he had of himself and begged me, begged me to give him a chance, one more chance.

Tears filled my eyes watching him turn out that way. He used to be so full of pride, so full of himself that he thought the world was revolving around him. I had never seen him apologize, never saw him bow his head down to anyone. But, today, this arrogant guy was actually begging me to forgive him. He was desperately asking me to give him a chance. But when he knows the truth, will he still ask me to give him a chance? Impossible.

Just thinking about the truth and what i had done to him brings more pain to my already wounded heart! More tears! But i can't let those tears fall from my eyes. I have no right to. I ruined him. Completely. I should be the one apologizing, asking for a chance right now, but i can't do that! And i can't tell him the truth! I can only let him think that this is all his fault! That is why i have no right to stay by his side. I have to leave. Disappear completely from his life forever.

"Goodbye," the only word that i somehow managed to speak.

The words were far too heavy. Much heavier was my heart. I so hated myself at that moment. Hated myself for hurting him. For having him go through all that. Wished taking my life then and there. But it was not time yet. I had to atleast make things right and turn it to the way it was before. I had to make them pay for what they had done. With that, I glanced at him one last time. He was completely broken. I couldn't bear to watch him that way any longer so i left. Left him all alone in a dark cold winter night.

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Jordans POV:

"Good bye," she said to me.

When i heard that, i immediately understood that i had lost her forever. She was leaving and she would never return to me. I had hurt her much deeper than i could have imagined. She will never forgive me and there was no way i will ever get another chance with her.

Helpless, i stood there watching her walk away. Her thin shadow had slowly faded into the darkness. Tried to run after her as fast as i could but she was nowhere. She was already gone. And just like that my whole world suddenly turned to darkness.

I was all alone and cold and heavy. All my consiousness slowly started fading. Turned to look at the wound on my left shoulder i had sustained a few days ago, the stitch had reopened while running. My clothes were stained red and there was blood dripping everywhere. A moment later, i could see nothing but darkness all around.

About an hour later:

"Jordan, Jordan," i heard a shaking voice. Slowly, i opened my eyes. It was my sister Claire. There were other people in the room too.

"Thank god, you woke up. You don't know how scared i was," my sister hugged me with tears all over her eyes.

"Where am i? What happened to me? And where is Izzy? "

Suddenly all the memories from before started playing one by one.

"You are in the hospital right now. You were lying unconsious in the street after losing too much blood and someone called the ambulance. And the hospital found my number and called me which is why i am here.", my sister explains.

"I need to find her. Claire, i need to find Izzy. I have a lot to explain to her and i need to clear up all the misunderstandings between us. I need to make things right." With that, i was about to get up from bed but my sister and other people in the room prevented me from doing so. Right that moment, the doctor came and injected some drugs that caused me to be heavily sedated.

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P.S. Thank you butterxcupcake for such a beautiful sketch. I am beyond happy 😘😊