𝐧𝐜𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

Lose You To Love Me | j.jh

"You promised the world and I fell for it."

*~*~*~*

You wiped all of your clothes out of the closet and packed them all in a luggage. A tight grip on your wrist stopped you.

He turned you to face him, but you looked away and didn't made eye-contact with your husband.

"What are you doing?" Jaehyun's voice cracked. The tone so aggravated, but his eyes didn't lie. Tears stained his cheeks, his eyes bloodshot from all the crying stood out the most to you.

You released from his strong grip on your wrist and continued packing. He watched painfully while you close your luggage and dragged it with you towards the door of the bedroom.

Your hand on the knob weighed down when you felt Jaehyun's embrace on you, burying his face on your nape. His tears rolled down from his eyes to your clothes, it made you want to hug him back right now.

"Tell me you love me." Jaehyun whimpered, tightening his grip on your clothes.

When you didn't say anything, he sobbed louder. You clenched your jaw when tears prickled your eyes so painfully.

"Please, (Y/N)!" He begged.

You slowly peeled his hands from your waist and threw it away. His legs gave up and he ended on the floor, hiding his face on the palm of his hands.

"Did you even loved me?" Jaehyun asked, now breathing in a heavy pattern.

You did...and still do. You love him and you would fly to the moon and back for him. The promises he said were the ones he broke himself which made you think if you weren't enough for him.

This dance was killing you softly, seeing him in love with someone else made you hate yourself.

Now, you needed to lose him to love yourself.

"I didn't." You lied.

You turned the doorknob, but he stood up and pulled your wrist. He held your jaw and forced a kiss on you. Trying to make you give up and just kiss back, but you shook your head and avoided his lips as possible.

A strong punch on Jaehyun made you gasp. You looked at your side with wide eyes and saw your best friend, burying Jaehyun on the ground with his piercing gaze.

Jaehyun looked at him in surprise as Taeyong grabbed your hand and pulled your luggage with him. He leaded you out of Jaehyun's house and took you in the passenger's seat, driving at full speed and eyes not leaving the road.

Your gaze stayed still on his side-profile, still startled on what happened earlier.

"Don't look at me like that, (Y/N)." Taeyong spoke softly, not even taking a glance at you.

You looked down on your hands and let the tears drop from your eyes which you held in from Jaehyun.

You wiped the tears that were uncontrollably falling down on your lap.

A hand laid on yours, the touch so delicate it made you cry more. The memories you had with Jaehyun, it made you miss his touch instead.

"Sleep at my place tonight." Taeyong mumbled, caressing your hand with his thumb as he drove at a high speed towards his house.

*~*~*~*

"We'd always go into it blindly,
I needed to lose you to find me."